We AlWaYS GeT OuR iDEas FrOm ThE OuTsIdE WorLD

The Besties

2011-06-28T04:03:00.000-07:00

whenever come to the new place,new life, there will have your besties for sure..I have 3 besties in my class..named peggie,jia xin and xiao hui. three of us stick to each other and keeping eating once we hungry.(sounds macam pui po)

Peggie.. a gal with a red hair and she's kind a person like 'ROCK'..she is kinda friendly and talkative..the most important she is a BANANA..haha..lots things to share with each other no matter dirty, or pure mind..ahaha..she's party queen with tjx..dancing queen..fighting..LOL

comes with another besties..TJX..she have a very sexy body and she is TALL..*geram* well,thanks to her for fetch me sometimes at ONE U..appreciate..and she one of our so called driver..tsk tsk..not dirver la..is boss..she likes to makan makan and makan..LOL..when comes with a sudde plan, she will straight ON and go play or food hunting..thanks jx for fetch me at one u and fetch, drop me at coll..hugsss

tan xiao hui...she loves to eat also..haha..same age with me..*pheww* else,i will be the elder among peggie and jia xin..>< she loves food also..we planned for food and she will follow us for sure..a gal with mature thinking but sometimes love to think so much thing..she quite open minded and i like the way she talking and the idea in her mind..><

I LOVE three of u la..FRIENDS FOREVER and keep it long lasting besties..share the happiness,sadness together ya..*hugss*

I am Sad

2011-03-18T05:02:00.000-07:00

tears drop when u lied to me..what for u lied to me? my mind was blank and i was like stunt for few mins..i called u and u said u at home n ready to sleep in the mean time,i heard some sound surround u..is car signal sound " dik dok dik dok" u park ur car aside when i called u..at first,u r trying to lie me..and i ask n ask,u say the truth..my tears drop immediately and i dono what shud i say to u anymore..

im waiting u for the whole day..i wan to share things with u as my relative passed away and tats wat i get from u..coz of one lie,this is the consequences..i turn off my phone coz i don wan to see u explain and i don wan coz of ur explanation n makes my tears drop..which fren u meet? why u must lie to me when u going to meet ur fren? tats not u..

sighsssss

Mind? Don Mind?

2011-03-10T09:24:00.000-08:00

Wat is the point if u two been together and don wan to let people know tat u two is in relationship? wat u mind actually? the gal cant get it..the gal keep on ask me why why and why? i cant answer coz i dono what is the guy thinking.

guy,if u really love the gal,wat u mind act? the gal kinda hurt when u talk to her like this. i am pity to that gurl..

New Lifes Start On February

2011-02-21T03:31:00.000-08:00

Everything will starts with new life on February. I knew a guy since 2005. We keep contact each other until the year he had been to UK for his education and we seldom contact each other. After 2 years which is the year he came back and he looking for me in msn again. yeah,surprisingly he still remember me.We exchange phone number and msg. We keep contact each other since last year and yet,we in love on February. Which is we start new lifes on his birthday.Happy Birthday My Dear.

Do not ask me who is the guy because i am not going to tell u guy unless our relationship be more stable then only i will announce. He is a guy with caring,loving and talkative.Haha.>< He have his opinion to share with me when i face some trouble. hmm,just want to let him know that i will support him whatever he do and decide.

Love need to be tolerate,argue will not solve the problem.

New Semester begin,good luck to all the friends and All the best to my boyf for get the new job. Best Year Ahead.

Happy Bunny's Year

2011-02-13T02:14:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all my frens and family..Having great moment with my family,DEAR family, and friends..left the oni few days then everything will change to normal..i mean chinese new year is over..wakaka

thanks to someone who gave angpau with quite big amount..ILY..i appreciate everything wat u gave me..i won make u disappointed on me..

again,HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR MY FRIENDS

exam month

2011-01-10T11:23:00.000-08:00

this is the first time i over stress till cannot sleep well for about two days. how good for my PR,Mass Media and Society and last DRAMA paper..these 3 papers killing me and screw up my life..clap hand for these 3 papers..

cant sleep..once i close my eye,everything appear in my mind..the note,the key point and some of the point tat i haven fully memorize..everything appear when i close my eye..FML..wat i wish is i aim for PASS for these 3 paper..i don even dare to aim too high due these 3 paper is the most difficult..hmm..

BUDDHA BLESS ME PLS...

This Moment

2011-01-04T06:23:00.000-08:00

how holly shit now..exam is on this thurs but i still hv no mood to study..i hv the mood to study is when i bek to shah alam..once come bek kl,gosh..totally no mood..seems like no one gimme pressure..>< lol..exam is just around the corner,i believe everyone is stress and nid to memorize all the key point..anyhow,lets study hard together k..my goal for this semester is I WILL TRY TO ACHIEVE FEW As in some subject..but specially request pass for the subject of DRAMA and MMS..

im here to thanks to the one whom i respect and i love the most..thanks for the support from u and i would like to shout out loud tat I LOVE YOU so much..(don misunderstanding,not my bf) u r the guiding star when im lost..u tell me all the useful key point and keep on motivate me to achieve my goal and of coz ur huggies is so warm..thankyou so much. <3

got to study for the final and will be update after i finish exam.luck to me n my frens

Falling Love?

2010-12-21T07:10:00.000-08:00

OH no,im falling love? no pls...i don wan to start relationship so fast..I noe i falling love with u since the day u care for me..but pls,i feel like i don wan to start relationship now.

U r stay far away from me which is from JB,i know u wan to come here n find me,i appreciate so much ur love to me..but i don think this is the good time yet..i miss u so much babe..this is how we call each other altot we not in a relationship..complicated mood..sighsss..i need to know more bout u first k my dear? pls understand my situation ya..if this is fate for u,means u will get it whenever u want..just wait k?

at this moment

2010-11-10T09:54:00.000-08:00

i don't know how to express my feeling at this moment. Cry alone with someone to consult me while my mind is thinking other guy. Is u made me like this,i'm hurt when u told me all that stupid idiot thing F*****!!! *sorry,i really really angry* extra? useless? this kind of word can come out from your mouth! i totally feel disappointed on u! i'm thinking whether should i continue this kind of stuff or just stop immediately? i'm waiting someone to consult me.

all the bad things happened to me in one time. first,my besties cant continue his study anymore due some condition. seriously i will miss him like hell. i have a feeling like wan to cry out,the more and more he told me last night,i cry at the end. the tears drop automatically. hope u can go other coll and continue ur education. miss u best fren!

i love my another ****..gives me lots of fun with no trouble unlike someone who i trust so much..i miss **** when i get hurt due he is the one can consult me very well. feel like wan to find **** now and hug tightly as i can. im sad at this moment. no one can share my feeling except ****.

feel like wan to end up but i noe both of us will get hurt. i rather get hurt and i don wan continue get hurt n hurt from u. i will remember EXTRA AND USELESS this two words that u said to me bastard!!!!

i will go travel to forget all bout this and starts with a new journey life..i believe i can do it..i will focus more on study rather focus on him..everythings will be end with full stop thr.

new semester

2010-10-05T06:38:00.000-07:00

result release but my feeling is not happy due my closet frens failed in final and she and he cant continue study..appeal is oni 1 of the one million percent oni can success..wat happen if u guyz really leave me..i don dare to imagine and think of it..

i miss the time we study together..

i miss the time we do presentation together..

i miss the time we do assignment together..

i miss the time we hang out together..

i miss the time we take meal,shopping,watch movie together..

and now,all become memomries..im gonna miss u guyz like hell..u guyz is always the best altot failed in exam..but u guy already try ur very best to do it..

in new semester,i got to sit alone,got to know new frens,and co-operate with them..hope they friendly as u guyz also..hehe..well,new semester's subject is quite tough for everyone i guess..especially drama,this subject drive me crazy and boring like hell..the most boring subject is the most difficult one..its true..

i got to off now..assignment is like mountain and due date is in the corner..RUSH RUSH RUSH!!!! *sighs*

feeling at this moment

2010-10-01T09:33:00.000-07:00

today 1 of october..

my result release today and i still not really satisfied with my result although others say my result is good. congratz to those who pass their result and feel sad for those who failed..i noe we might cannot meet up d..with the fail grade is not allow to further study,wat i hope is i seriously nid to pray hard for u guyz to appeal successful within this few weeks..i really don wan leave u guyz..we been study for one n the half year n now hv to say goodbye..the feeling is not happy..im sad altot i get good result..frens,lets pray hard together k..

holiday almost end,and i sendiri cuti for extra one week..lol,lazy to go bek kl..kl no aircond,no comfortable bed,n lots ar..but wat to do,college is far away from hse..nid to study hard from now on to achieve my goals..i wan to get straight As for my exam..this will be my goals..keep it up shyan..

i just finish count the fees to buy reference book..wow,its expensive..spent me bout 500 plus oni for reference book..cannot photocopy due lecturer wil catch us n also the government staff..babi betul..not everyone rich like u,some of them cant afford to but so expensive reference book u noe?! i got to buy the reference book asap..scare out of stock..new sem is money money money..mid is assignment assignment assignment,end of sem is exam exam exam..result result result..lol..

trip to bali is near,hopefully thr is no crash with my mid term exam n submission of assignment..pray hard..

feel great to having trip with DEAR family's member..having lots of fun during the trip..with no pressure,no hate,no arguing..everyone is PEACE..yea,keep it up DEAR members..

start to packing stuff tat nid to brings back to college soon..bye frens

thinking

2010-08-21T01:50:00.000-07:00

its been long time nvr visit my blog and update d..im lazy to type and act i was bz with my assignment,exam and the st john charity run program.

from may till now,lots of things happen on me but not so serious. one of the stuff is im in a relationship and i dono whether my decision is right or wrong. i've been promised myself tat i won step into relationship during study but now...I AM IN RELATIONSHIP pulak..aikss..

charity ends up smoothly and thx to all the committee and those who participated..every event must hv their quarreling,arguing and so on..lucliky after quarreling and there wil be a happy ending among us..no hate between each other coz we r one family..*thumbs up*

and now,im revision for my final which is falls on 25.8.2010..the most difficult subject fall on tat day too..bad dream..>< m sad due cant celebrate bdae with frens on my real day on 26.8.2010 due exam is on the next day..aiks..hope my wishes wil comes true la..hehe..

thx sista for the bag and elder sis for the trip to bali as my bdae present..hehe..im waiting next year to MACAU..

well,i shud off now..prepare and bek to kl and focus study..gambateh shiang yun..

Holiday

2010-04-23T16:28:00.000-07:00

its holiday finally...exam over..no nid to see my fren..haha..wish so much to holiday and now my dreams come true..huhu..have to planning how to spent my holiday..feel like go to travel...well,just planning..

after holiday for one day,i start worry bout my result..hopelly will pass all the paper..pls..plss..plsss...i tried to recall back and asked myself is thr any point tat i miss it?? omg,i keep thinking altot the exam is over..shit..pray for mr pls..i wan pass all the paper..pls..

im thinking wat to give bdae present for my grandpa..his bdae is almost near and same with my cousin sis..present also a stuff tat give us trouble..ish...

its been long time nvr out with second family..stil the same..funny and a group togehter tat without pressure..relaxing..i laugh til almost vomit out..lol

im waitin for the time past..i wan to wait til 11 then prepare my stuff and go for meeting..lol..don ask me y i wake up early in the morning..

pens off

attitude

2010-04-19T00:05:00.000-07:00

is this the way u talk to me??

is this ur attitude??

U MAKES ME UPSET,CRYING..

bullshit!!!!!!!

wondering..

2010-04-18T07:40:00.000-07:00

i wondering on something that important for me..

i wondering if i lose the thing,wat wil i be...

i wil settle all the things after my exam on tuesday..hope everythings ok and smoothly..

i HOPE there is no ppl block me as well..

i hope our relatinship wil be long until the rest of our life and without any quarreling,arguing..

pens off..got to concentrate on my last paper..<3

sorry...

2010-04-12T23:58:00.000-07:00

is me....make u quarrel wit her...

is me....make u cant take ur phone...

is me....make u cant live smoothly...

im sorry sorry and sorry..im cried is because im care bout u and im not meant to let the situation like tis..i shud not express my feeling at tat time..i shud not..i noe she is full of jealous mayb tat u stil contact wit me but i cant expect she took ur fon and don wan to give u bek..im sorry,sorry..really...

once u cal me,my tears automatically drop down..i dono y..but its automatically drop down...i think is my fault to make u like tis..

im sorry again...

first time...

2010-04-11T07:07:00.000-07:00

i went to celebrated yean tatt,su mon,khai loon's bdae at Sunway yesterday..quite happy coz its been long time never meet them they is stil the same..attitude,and so so..climax time is here..my good brother(only my close fren noe who is my bro) took one big plate and tooks ice cream for me..oh gosh,im totally blank bcoz of tis is the first time i use so damn big plate to eat ice cream..lol..neway,thx brother..

blowing candle session,they bought three cakes,one is for playing and the candle got around 60++..lol..try to imagine got 60 candles in a cake..besides that,they spray the cream on the top of the cake..oh no,its so disgusting when i saw tat..gosh..3 of the bdae guy's face full of creamy cake..wakaka..once a year one time,nevermind la hor?? hehe..and thr is one siao po keep laughing thr..the siao po is SABRINA..lol..she keep laugh all the time when they got the creamy face..the most shock me is the bill..its cost RM560++ for steamboat..wow...

after tat,when to clubbin at EURO Star,tis is the first i went to clubbin..its full of excited but with some feel of scare..u noe la..first time ma..drink chivas+cocacola..i taste it for the first time,i feel like wan to vomit..lol..not used to drink those wine o even beer..don say chivas of coz..after tat,pull me to dance floor and dancing,omg,the feeling at tat time is so gan jiong..a lots of ppl dancing,u push me and i push u..gosh..feel dizzy..luckily my hounour partner SABRINA acc me all the time..thx for yean tatt to lending yea..hehe..and thx bro coz protected me all the time..oh ya,its cost RM900 to clubbin..lol..big amount.><

after tat,went to mamak yum cha to reduce the drunk symptoms..hehe..yum cha til around 5 somethin,bro fetch me,sabrina and yean tatt bek home..awwh,i miss the time when we together...thx thx thx..

and now,i shud keep the mood and concentrate on my final d..after final,sabrina,lets rock and roll..huhu

April fool

2010-04-01T06:07:00.000-07:00

wat a april fool day for me..gosh..cheated by my fren for continuously..hmm..i think im noob..lol..don laugh me while u reading my blog..=="

hmm,nothing much i can say,busy wit my assignment and final exam is around the corner..Electronic Media is the most difficult subject for this sem..hopefully thr is no bad result for me..hmm..i nid to be more concentrate on such sub..u can shiang yun..

sometimes i feel the life is hard,but thr is another code for me and my fren..WHY MAKE LIFE SO HARD is the code..yea,y make life so hard?? take it easy my frens..

wow,its been long time din contact wit my primary skul's fren..how good is he..omg..he stil remember me as well..awhh,thx kelvin for remember me..u change a lot..hmm,hope can come out with primary skul's fren one day..wanted to see how the change the look..><

pen off..bye

its so meaningful

2010-03-19T03:05:00.000-07:00

给亲爱的你，

谢谢你曾经陪伴着我..~

谢谢你做我的朋友..^^

谢谢你让我的回忆更美满..

希望我们以后还能继续联络哦..

记得永远都不要忘记我哦....

以前，我们曾经一起吵架过..

以前，我们曾经一起闹纠纷过...

以前，我们曾经一起笑过...

以前，我们曾经一起分享过..

以前，我们曾经一起游戏过..

以前，我们曾经一起嬉戏过..

以前，我们曾经一起读书过..

以前，我们曾经一起活动过..

以前，我们曾经一起发神经过..

以前，我们曾经一起用餐过..

以前，我们曾经一起忙碌过...

以前，我们曾经互相挺立对方过..

以前，我们曾经互相包容过..许许多多的以前，许许多多的回忆..

这些回忆让我们的童年添加了色彩..让我们都经过快乐，悲伤，忧虑，害怕...

期盼着要到的将来，等待着要到的未来..

大家的友情，永远都没有句号，

大家的友情，永远都没有污点..

把每一份真诚的友谊，都藏在心中.. ...

你是我最好的朋友，我希望你知道这个是真的..

无论发生什么事，我都会站在你这里;

当你需要我的时候，我一定会出现,给你援手，助你一臂..

有需要的时候尽管来找我..

不因为为什么,只因为我们是朋友..

不希望你忘掉我..不希望你憎恨我..

只希望你记住我~一定要记住哦！

希望我们友谊万岁~有缘的话，咱们一定会再相遇..

相信我！我们一定会再相遇的~

my result..

2010-03-10T22:19:00.000-08:00

200909 Main AELE0253 LISTENING AND SPEAKING B+
200909 Main AEMS1012 BAHASA MALAYSIA B
200909 Main AHCC1033 PRESENTATION TECHNIQUES FOR MASS COMMUNICATION B
200909 Main AHCC1043 BASIC SOFTWARE USAGE IN COMMUNICATION B+
200909 Main AHCC1063 FUNDAMENTAL PRACTICE & CONVENTIONS IN COMMUNICATION C+
200909 Main AHCC1123 UNDERSTANDING PUBLIC RELATIONS B+

tats all..

Randomly

2010-03-08T06:42:00.000-08:00

its been long time din update my blog d..dono which part i shud write my blog here..hmm..let me think think first..

FIRST..
sem 3 is started last week,i have only 3 subject to take due to third sem is short sem but the suck timetable make me angry..only 3 subject but i study from monday to saturday..shit..stupid admin..advertising is bit difficult even electronic media also..gosh..exam result goin to release on this thursday which is same day SPM result..hmm,hopefully wat i done b4 wil not dissapoint me la..pls buddha..

SECOND..
2days 1 night to malacca..thr have many things happened when we on the way to malacca..quarellin wit one ego frens..i seriously hate him(MR YW) so much..seems like we need to listen to him even the driver also..YW ask us wake up at 5am to seaside and loom for sunrise..gosh..driver is our fren..he scoldin YW also..crazy..seriously lo..whr got ppl go malacca look for sunrise de? i noe got some la,but we r not interestin ma..sommore we are tired but YW never care bout us..at the end,we decide to go to A'Famosa..luckily we never listen to YW..if not,no place to go after go see sunrise..

THIRD..
received such surprise news from my housemate..MS KM goin to weddin bcoz of she pregnant accidently..lol..she is just 19 years old..she is a nice person,open minded..hmm..altot everythin comes sudd,but MS KM,we wil always support u..no matter wat decision u do,we wil support u..hope u stay happiness wit ur hubby til the rest of ur life..

FOURTH..
i cant mention the name here..coz one of my fren wil see my blog..its bout assignment stuff..seriously i really not satisfied to same group wit u guyz..u guyz never do things..once face prob,"shiang yun ar,wat we call this har?? how to do this har??" im super angry la..i ady label wat to paste on it,everythin is done for u guyz..but stil keep askin..fuck off la..im not meant to angry wit u guyz..but i really cant tahan of ur behavior..sem 1 i tahan,sem 2 i tahan,but sem 3 ady,y ur beavior stil the same? never change..when lecturer is expalning the meanin,tolonglah listen,don while lecturer explain,u keepin ask me..how i noe wat lecturer had explain b4?? everythin have to wait til the deadline reach oni u guyz wan to start to do n start ask how har how har?? shit la..

FIFTH..
I wan go for holiday at bali n taiwan soon..hehe..lookin forward the day comin..bought a lot of things tis few weeks..bag,wallet..i think im wasted my dad's money..hehe..sorry dad..i wil gv u money when im graduate n come out workin..hehe..thanks someone who always keepin gimme money..i love u lots..muacks

Sem Break

2010-02-03T00:48:00.000-08:00

well,finally i break d..i finish exam..hehe..so nice..shout after came out from college hall..oh god,hopefully i can get my result wit flying colours yea..bo bi bo bi..

now,i wan go shopping shopping shopping..hehe..buy new clothes..huhu..i spent around 1k for my cny stuff..gosh..im over d..my dad,my sis,my grandpa,grandma all gv me money at the same time..then i spent til very song..keep buy buy buy..hehe

neway,plan to go to travel soon..hehe..wil be update my blog soon..wana go SHOPPING..haha

my second paper

2010-01-21T12:14:00.000-08:00

well,i noe i should not online and typing blog here,due i having final exam..but i got to do so..coz i wan to express my feel in here...

first,i try all my best to memorize all the notes n never sleep for the whole day and today went to exam with nervous heart..once i open the question paper,i almost cry out,coz i never ever expect tat the question wil come out in essay part and it stand for 25 marks..i wan to cry out not i got memorize the notes but is i never go and touch and have a look..i cant do the ques n just can get 2/25 marks with my expectation..coz i just wrote 2point in tat ques..

fine,i go another essay ques..i write wat i should write and also same with the other ques..when i reach home,i check again my answer with the notes...i realize i wrong two point due to i mix the definition n lost the mark..oh my god..i was totally no mood for the whole day and keep thinking back...shit..

i really scare i fail in this sub..this sub is the most difficult sub in my final..and now,i wil start do my final revision for my last paper on sat...now is 4.30am and i stil awake to memorizing...oh my gosh..my eye is totally black n my frens get shock when he look at me and ask :" r u ok?? ur face is pale.." hmm..wat to do..study life makes me like tis..

ok,i got to continue my study now...

worry for recently

2010-01-17T09:31:00.000-08:00

first of all..sorry for not updating my blog for a long time ago..especially jia jun..paisei..wat i can say is i dono wat to say n dono which i should start first..

first,sorry to all my fren tat u guyz get trick from me recently..i not meant to lies u guyz but i force to do so..who asked the bdae guy always ffk..but tis was the truth i wan to tel u guyz..i wl go to oversea in someday also..at tat time,don say i lie k..hehe..oh ya,celebrated bdae with soon hong..i got to lie him tat i wil go to UK for study n asked him to come my farewell party which my 2nd family organize..manatau he believe n he attend..hehe..wat a good trick from all of us..he got his ULTRAMAN cake,XL T-BACK,HUSH PUPPIES UNDERWEAR AND TOYS OF ULTRAMAN..haha..funny looked at his expression tat day..hehe..

second,received a bad news from my frens..rachel had been verified of BLOOD CANCER..oh my godness..how come u got such virus inside ur body?? its so unfair..but,we cant set all the things..all the stuff is set up by the god o even fate..no matter good o bad..wat i can say is CHEERS MY FRENS..U CAN FIGHT WITH THE VIRUS TIL END OF UR LIFE..my mom can fight wit the virus for ten years,she life wit full of joyful n don make ur self down..the most important is u must think positive n not negative..altot the therapy is pain n u hv to do repeat n repeated,but believe u can then u can..GAMBATEH RACHEL...

third,my exam..my exam is near but i got no mood to memorize all the key point..my mind keep appear the rubbish stuff n dono wat the hell i think..i shud concentrate now..I MUST CONCENTRATE NOW!! TAN SHIANG YUN!!! COME BACK TO UR POSITION NOW!!! exam is on tues,thurs,n sat...pls..can u get As in ur exam..ur sis is give WARNING to u..pls..i noe u wan me to get As in exam..but i promise i wil get As in exam k?? pls n beg u don give me pressure..i got much pressure d..pls...

fourth,my housemate is coz of somethin n makes situation weird..everyone looks down n wat should i do? let the stuff go or i should stand middle n settle for them?? wat can i do now?? the situation looks like more stranger n dono wat to say..a guy who full with kind heart,he keep all his worry n go out from house n sit alone til he tel me he don wan come bek to house d..wat the hell he tel me like tis??i feel like i wan go to find him n borrow hi my shoulder to cry out..but whr to find him?? he msg me n told me he not suit to stay wit us again..wat should i say?? i asked him to come bek n share wit me..luckily finally he come bek n he gonna tel me the prob..i hope tis case wil end up as soon as possible..PLS GOD..HELP ME..

fifth..thx dear for lend me ur time to me when i face prob..i noe u tired n u not free,but u stil ask me to share wit u..i really appreciate so much..thx for borrow ur shoulder n ur big hug..miss tat moment..>< thx for bring me out to release my stress when my exam is around the corner..i really happy when we together..hope everyday also can like tat but i noe its impossible..hehe..just do some dream la..mayb one day is like tat leh? who knows..hehe...thx again my dear..hugss for u..

alrite..end of my report..

appreciate wat u have now..don til lost it then oni appreciate o regret..at tat time,u wan to say thanks o even a things u haven done also cant make it..we are set by fate n god..we dono our future as well..pls APPRECIATE...

final is comin

2009-12-18T09:19:00.000-08:00

just left 2 weeks to go then we will countdown for the comin year 2010..hope the time won past so fast due to my final is comin..i hope tat i wil get full As in tis sem..pls..bless me..

is public holiday for the continous friday..there is lots of activity in weekend..i just came back from the curve,went red box sing k,go shopping...n of coz lay on my comfort bed n blow aircond..haha...

the next friday is happy merry christmas..thurs might go stay over at fren's house..but,there is another event for me to attend tat is my second family organize steamboat at hui ling's house..i might not to attend...hopefully i wil rush back from KL la...

the other friday which is i shud countdown with second family at GENTING as well..due to my mom 3rd years passed away,we had a chanting on 1st of january..it crush the day tat we plan to GENTING..gosh..dono wat to do as well..i wan to countdown but thr is an important stuff for me to do...

last,i realise i fall in love with a guy who is full of caring...i hope there is just a dream n not the truth...hopefully i won love him too deep la...

may the year 2010 brings luck to me n also my study...cheers...

i miss my family

2009-12-15T20:28:00.000-08:00

long time din hang out with my second family d...last sat i totally give out my time to them..haha..i went to sg wang to meet them on fri coz they went thr shopin..the most funniest thing happened at thr..cc n sheng yau is ady finish shop for whole building but hui ling that gang oni shop for one floor..haha..the two pity guy..hehe..

sat morning went to stadium hockey with cc,hui ling,zhi wei,say ling n chuey san as well..we went thr make nonsense n annoying at thr..haha..after tat wake my sis up n went to mcd..bla bla around n went to meeting..

at nite,meet them at cinema..wow,feel so happy at tat time due to almost everyone was thr but not all la..we wacth princess and the frog..jun hau fall asleep in the cinema due to he dono that the movie is cartoon..haha..after finis watched movie,went to mamak again..and we bla bla thr..then go bak n study for a while..tired..

hope i can go back meet them la..countdown for christmas day..hehe...

ready for final now...final is coming...god bless me..

feeling

2009-11-27T04:50:00.000-08:00

i dun noe how is my feel to u..i love u but at the same time im think the othet person..i really duuno wat to do..im care for u..its true..but i duno wat my fucking brain think about..wat the hell i talking?? its all nonsense..im not used to never msg u in one day..i need to msg u everyday to make sure u r safe n u r there for me...why makes life so hard?? my frens keep asking me...how should i noe frens...

well,i hope i will love u to the end,and i wil try my best to makes u happy all the time..i dun wan u sick o even in bad mood..wat i wan is i wan u to be happy everyday...

i just watch twilight with him..the movie is nice n waitin for 3rd episode..but,he is too tired d..he willing to accompany me even he is tired..feel sorry to him..

im rush for my coll stuff n goin to take leave on wed to fri..im goin to bentong..gastric not feeling well tis few days..ish...last but not least,i hope i can get wat i wan..i miss u babe..

wow

2009-11-13T06:37:00.000-08:00

quite a long time nvr update my blog d..nothin special but full of presentation n assignment tis sem..lol...i can go shanghai for free leh..haha..nice...

guyz....i miss u u u u ...haha...swt

just the fake

2009-11-07T06:39:00.000-08:00

i cant accept tat u go chase other gals..its true...i duno y...i noe u won but i worry...if such case happens to me one day,i just put it down and let u go...i cant do anything,u r not mine...i just can pray n pray for the day won falls to me...i hope...really...may our relationship won broke easily..pls...

Angry

2009-10-26T07:58:00.000-07:00

FUCK OFF LA U!!!!!

my final exam result

2009-10-20T03:19:00.000-07:00

shit!!! i failed the most confident subject...wat the hell!!! ppl who shud fail but he pass all...wat la....unfair....kena scold by someone oso...shit...almost cry after scold by someone....lol.....

College 2009/10 September Examination Results

Welcome Ms. TAN SHIANG YUN

Name TAN SHIANG YUN
Reg. Number 09WHC04623
I/C Number 900826-10-5268
Course MASS COMMUNICATION (PUBLIC RELATIONS)
Result
AELE0343 READING AND WRITING C
AEPD1013 STUDY SKILLS B+
AHCC0123 COMPUTERS AND MASS COMMUNICATION D
AHCC1003 FUNDAMENTALS OF MASS COMMUNICATION B
AHCC1013 INTRODUCTION TO MASS COMMUNICATION WRITING C
AHCC1173 INTRODUCTION TO PRINT MEDIA B-

Remarks You are required to resit AHCC0123.

Date of Release 20 OCTOBER 2009

Important Notice For All Candidates:
(i) The above result is for information only. A copy of the notification of results (NOR) will be available for collection at the respective Schools (for date of collection, please refer to notice board). The NOR for EZ Status and Final Year Graduating Students will be mailed to your home address on record.
(ii) Appeals for review of examination results (FAIL/PASS units) MUST BE made in writing at the Division of Examination and Credit Accumulation office, First Floor, Block A (use form RG/E/95/F1(a)) not later than one (1) week after the official release of results.
(iii) Any other appeal of examination results/matters shall be made in writing to the Division of Examinations and Credit Accumulation not later than two (2) weeks after the official release of the above results.
(iv) The above result DO NOT incorporate any successful examination results appeal.
(iv) Please contact the Division of Examinations and Credit Accumulation for any enquiries on the examination results.

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To : hui ling

2009-10-13T20:29:00.000-07:00

你叫什么：Tan Shiang Yun你的綽號: ah yun,yun yun(all those stupid name)你的血型：O 你的星座：Virgo你是男還是女：gurl la of coz你幾歲：19 years old你住哪裡：klang and KL你現在的學校：KTAR你有沒有手機 : yesss承上，err....what is tis??-----------------------------------------------你最要好的朋友（限１個）: i hv lot of best frens not even in my 2nd family but also my secondary,college..你最討厭的人（限１個）: F*** joyce你最正的女性朋友(限1個)：err...i duno你最帥的男性朋友(限1個)：haha..u noe i noe什麼樣的女生你最討厭: erm...i hate gurl tat chase guyz even she got bf...什麼樣的男生你最討厭： like to bully gurl..lol你的好朋友有誰(不限)：2nd family n my coll's fren...especially......hehe你經常和哪位朋友出去: my 2nd family n my coll frens n of coz my buddy as well你身邊最憨的朋友(限1個不能自己)：not really nderstand of the chinese word..你身邊最可愛的朋友(限1個)：wei yeng----------------------------------------------------------------你有沒有喜歡的人：haha到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：ermmm..no wor到目前為止，你被多少人告白過：wa....gud ques...i duno..huhu到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友：ermmm,oni 1現在有另一半嗎: haha你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣：oh my god,les..你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎：erm,depends on the situation你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人：because of cute,kind,nice n alot la...like a ppl no nid reason,all tis is come from heart..你和另一半牽手過嗎：yesss另外一半你和另一半抱或親過嗎：no la..huiyo另外一半你跟異性牽手過嗎：i dun think so是誰，你們什麼關: ???現在有人在追你嗎：hehe,duno-----------------------------------------------------------------如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣：i will be very upset n cry...如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會：hate her n scold her basted infront of her,,hehe如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會：wat i can do??了如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎: i dun think i will你上課認真嗎：sometimes..haha..affect by my frens你功課好不好：err..okok la你开电腦都在幹麻: listenin to music,facebook,game,blogspot,chit chatting,watch movie你的MSN有多少个同性: wa,crazy ar..how i noe o??你的MSN裡有多少個異性: lol-----------------------------------------------------------------傳給你這份問卷的人是誰：stupid hui ling lo这個人對你好不好：err,shud ask her這個人是你的誰：same skul,2nd family members你有喜歡過這個人嗎:erm,as a frens sure got你們認識多久了：i oso duno這個人是怎樣的人：funny这个人正／帥嗎: err....swt這個人跟你有沒有在一起过: wa,im not les萬一你喜歡這個人，你会怎么办: oh my godness,its impossible-----------------------------------------------------------------說到正妹你會想到誰：alot wor說到帥哥你會想到誰：erm,my lover lo..haha說到憨你會想到誰：err???說到痴你會想到誰：elisa,san,ling n those 2nd family lo說到暗戀你會想到誰：duno o說到出去玩你會想到誰：2nd family n my coll frens..huhu說到聰明鬼你會想到誰：bill gates..haha 到傻子你會想到誰：bra說到笑點低你會想到誰：all b6 frens說到愛笑你會想到誰: 2nd family members,bra,desmond,simon n my fren------------------------------------------------------你的班導是誰：i dun hv o你的座位是第幾排第幾個: i had no flexible seat><你最喜歡的老師是誰：yerr,dun hv..你的英文好嗎：erm,shud ask my fren你的體育好嗎：good in badminton oni你的数学好么：wa,wa,wa...你喜不喜歡你的校長：never ver see my headmaster b4..hehe你的學校好看嗎：ok la..quite big..你的班級是：b5你的班級在幾樓：no flexible class---------------------------------------------------------1.被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷。2.請老實的回答每一個問題。3.不行擅自塗改題目4.寫完請点5位朋友，不可不點。5.点完後請通知那4位朋友他被点到了。点到哒朋友..名单如下:

i dun wan my fren do such ques until her/his eye blur...haha...hui ling..u makes me blur la..huiyo

heart attack

2009-10-08T19:21:00.000-07:00

why heart attack??

i woke up at 7.30 am..i hv no class in mornin but at afternoon...wat for i woke up so early?? coz i purposely wake up n wanna register for the stupid coco..shit...me n my housemate sit infront pc for 3 hours n keep refreshing...wait n wait n wait...in the mean time i play cafe world..haha...stupid office make ppl feel nervous..v wait til 9 sumthin oni can register for tat stupid coco...swt...

when its open for register,me n my housemate keep shouting n run in run out...heartbeat increase n hand shivering...wooo.....damn nervous at tat moment...hehe...then,nikki call me n ak me help shein register..i say okok..btw,act i ady registered for shein,due to im nervous at tat time i totally forget tat i registered for shein d..the i say okok to nikki..when i log in to the intranet,shit..fully booked...i nervous coz shein haven registeres...i keep check n check..then i hv a look at her profile..OMG,i had registered for her d...haha...wat a funny stuff...hehe...not even me,nikki,shein registered successful but is my housemate those who join badminton was registered successful...cool man...hehe...play together go together...

tis is the other frens..who is call jason n wei lun..they keep call me n i nvr pick up the call coz i was bz to pick up the call..when i pick up the call,they tel me..shiang yun,can register d can register..omg...how touching am i...coz they are nervous than me n keep askin me whether i successful to register o not...wakaka...thanks my fren...

BRANDON,u make me scare la...huiyo...forget ur password at tat time pulak...luckily can register at last...hehe

MISSION COMPLETE!!!! haha...

sem 2

2009-10-06T07:37:00.000-07:00

sem 2 start yesterday......feel like tis sem will be the tough sem....haiz..hope i can cover la...

the past....

2009-10-04T11:05:00.000-07:00

my frens share his past to me..im be the listener for 1 week..feel like wan to hug him n lend my shoulder to let him cry as loud as he wan..i noe evrythings of him...feel like wan to cry with him when he share his past to me...not even my frens..my cousin sis oso face some problems due she dun dare to share with her parents...

so,i be the listener for both of them..im willing to be ur listener..coz i share my things to both of u also...thx cousin sis for willing to hear my things..altot is sad n im cry for tat time..but i really thx to u...n "someone" oso...i love u guys...

for my readers..any advice or suggestion to release the pain n forget the past?? all about family,love,money,study.....pls gv me some advice....especially my big family....

packaging

2009-09-27T01:11:00.000-07:00

im pack for my stuff tis few days..coz im bek to kl on fri nite...wat a boring holiday?? ishh...i brin a lot of things go bek kl..5 bags..haha...1bag is pack for my trip tp ipoh,penang,cameron n other place as well..4 bags is bek to kl..fuyoh...hehe

went to genting 3 times in a month..crazy..1st time is went with my housemate..2nd times with sis n hui ling..3rd times went with my frens who is call vincent,came from singapore..n ken..hehe...

hang out with my buddy..kai huey n shein..v hang out for a drink n go SING K at nite..lalala...

after start sem2,i duno when im free to bek to klang d...im start busy with my homework,assignment,presentation,cocuriculum and many mant things..adui...TIRED..

im depart to ipoh with my coursemate tomo nite..its take 3 hours journey to go ipoh by train..try to imagine 3 hours in train..duno inside the train got toilet o not..can stand up to have a walk..lolz...cant imagine..hehe..neway,IPOH!!! im comin..haha...

IM SUPER BORING LA.....lolz...

holiday

2009-09-22T12:28:00.000-07:00

my holiday is boring...lol...sit at home until mushroom come out ady...but..while i enjoying my holiday,i realized "FRENZ" is mean a lot to me...thks for not blaming me..thanks nikki,shein,winson,boon..really thanks so much...

planning to ipoh with my coursemate next week..praying for "someone"..hopefully "someone" can go..hehe...then plan to genting oso...cameron oso..haha...i wan to go before i start with my sem2...i miss "someone" so much...my godness...how i got such feel?? cham...

after quarelling,arguing..finally i forget some..oni some..but not my housemate's stuff..is bout my frenz...lol...tot i can forget it..but its related to "someone"..cannot forget..must stand behind "someone" n give "someone" support..*WINKS*..hehe

celebrating bdae v mong szu..hehe..surprise?? i just can gv rank 7/10 la..hehe...not bad d la..last mins idea..huhu..i love u all..my family members...*HUGS*...

then,went look out point with my frenz..wow..the view is awesome..perfect..nice..cool...hehe...the weather is cold somemore..great...hope can go v "someone".

end of report..haha...

Im crying...

2009-09-16T07:16:00.000-07:00

im cry...my tears drop down...im feeling sad...i shud be happy coz my exam is end...but,i never ever feel im happy even im in holiday..

first of all,i apologize to all my housemate..i noe u guyz wil talk bout me since the day i walk out from house at midnite..ur mind's change n keep think of me..wat happen to shiang yun?? if not not mistaken..but i dun wan all such thing happens to me..but..it happen to me finally..i feel like wan to share but...........i duno how to say..i juz can talk to myself "shiang yun,u cannnot drop ur tears now"..im so sorry...i dun wan our relationship change bcoz of my stuff..once fren,forever frenz...im sorry..i feel guilty to all of u..im sorry..

im feel sad n all things happen to me when im havin my exam..never sleep for 2 days keep thinking of tat thing...wat i can do?? i duno..both of u are my fren..but now?? i duno wat happen..yes,i dun like u is bocz of ur attitude..wat u point n wat u had done to ur FRENZ??? i saw tis infront my eye...i cannot accept the truth..really...i feel like wan to scold u by using FUCK U loudly infront and WAT THE HELL reason u told me?? but i dun wan..coz i stil treat u as fren..but after tis,u keep talk bout tis..i cant tahan d...i cry out infront them finally..why im cying?? first,coz of my housemate...i make them change thinking bout me...really..i can feel tat..2nd..is my fren..my dearest fren...i cry...sad..im feeling sad until now...

3 days to go

2009-09-06T05:09:00.000-07:00

i just left the oni THREE SUBJECT to exam....but this three sub is the most difficult sub...hopefully i can cover all tis la....

im waitin for sat..waiting..waiting...n waiting....why? because my sem break start...huhu...plan to go out v coursemate after exam on sat...fooyoh...nice...hehe

Random

2009-09-04T05:23:00.001-07:00

EXAM START...

study..

2009-09-01T08:11:00.000-07:00

I, Tan Shiang Yun,will study hard from now on..coz my exam is on friday n i just study some of the note oni...coz the subject is i hate the most and not so interesting to that subject..that is Computer&Communication..gosh...

my exam schedule as below :

Friday : Reading and Writing
Time : 9am

Saturday : Computer and Communication
time: 2pm

Tuesday : Fundamental of Mass Communication
time : 9am

Thursday: writing for the mass comm
time : 2pm

saturday: print media
time : 9am

END!!!!

HOLIDAY!!!!

surprise....

2009-08-30T03:54:00.000-07:00

29/8

tonite hv an appointment with my 2nd family...song an told me tat hv to prepare by 8pm n he will come to fetch me n sin yun..ok..he came at 8.45..hehe..sudah biasa la...granpa ma...respect..hehe

9pm
song an came fetch me n sin yun..when we heading to hui ling's hse,song an keep say
"err,a lot ppl cant join..some of them go travel v family n so on" u noe la..how sad i am..when v reach hui ling's hse,v straight go to Station one to hv our dinner...v chat alot thr...bla bla bla...

10pm
sin yun suggest go watch movie,then song an n hui ling say okok..fine..sin yun say tat she wan to change her high heels to slipper..song an say ok,i fetch u bek then go fetch pcc...when i reach hme,i saw my hse all dark dark..i tot was my bro off the light..when v gonna open d door,v realize d door is unlock,and v found out pair of sandals..try to imagine tat..my house all dark,then sudd come out a pair of sandals..shit! my bro brin gurl gurl come bek?? oh my godness..quickly go in..sin yun try to switch on all the light but cant..wats wrong to the suis? then i heard some voice upstair,i shout..upstair got ppl..i feel scared n feel got theft rob in my hse..hiak hiak..suddenly got a lot of ppl come out from the room,sore room,upstair n sing..happy bdae song..how surprise am i..coz of im stupid n listen d 2 smart fellow said..ishhh...then,pcc said :'sorry,shiang yun,we dunno u come bek from kl,so v nvr buy ur cake.." then i say its ok..but i remembered my time is booked by song an d wor..how come they duno?? hehe..fine..after a few minutes,they sing bdae song again..im curious,tot no cake but y sing bdae song?? pcc laugh at me..i lie u wan la..gosh...they bought 2 cake actually..hehe...

12pm
go port klang yum cha...until 1.30am oni go bek..syok man..

P/s : i would like to thanks to u guyz..altot u cheat me but it was really really a big big surprise bdae party tat i nvr met b4..hehe..i really enjoy v u guyz...friendship means a lot to me n same goes to my family...thx again..

thx for : (from the oldest wan) hehe

choon vern
song an
wan chuin
mong szu
mong szu's bf
say yen
say huey
sheng han
chuey san
chee chong
hui ling

thx thx..

Congratulations !!!

Mission Complete !!!

My bdae

2009-08-27T05:33:00.000-07:00

26/8

First,i would like tp thanks to my housemate and my coursemate.they organize a bade buffet party at my house..i was surprise because of their motivation..Before i start my topic..i hang out wit my classmate to KLCC,we watched G.I JOE,is awesome movie...well,after that,we sat outside of the garden and blow wind...hehe...after that,we went back...

when i reached home,my housemate's reaction like crazy..."wow,shiang yun..you come bek finally..where did u go this few days? we miss u so much" oh my godness...how touchin i am..hehe..actually im went bek hometown la...then i step into kitchen..i saw ah boon,ming chan,Shein,nikki,ah mui,wei lun,ting ting,winson was preparing for my bdae party..hmm..thanks..my dearest housemate..my bdade buffet party's is fried chicken,prawn,gu lu meat,vegetables,corn soup,tomyam soup and alot...thanks for the fried egg ming chan...hehe

then isaw allison was at my house,he reached early so he nid to help our master chef "ah boon"..huhu....Around 8 sumtin,my coursemate all comin..the ppl who came to my bdae party and i feel surprise was Brandon...really surprise..hehe..we start eating,joking,chit-chatting,playing...finish eating,we played games some kind like TRUE OR DARE...fooyoh,alot of things we do in this game..kissing,hugging,dancing,acting and alot...hehe..we played until shout la..getting crazy..hehe...

anyway,i want to thanks and the person who i appreciate so much that is ah boon and winson..their food is delicious..yummy..and of coz my housemate oso...then,my coursemate, allison,brandon,kent,agnes,charlie,pei wen and who else eh??? i forget their name..hehe...sorry my fren...thanks thanks n thanks..hehe

the last but noe least,thanks to my fren who wish me in message,facebook..thanks so much...

坚持

2009-08-20T23:41:00.000-07:00

坚持。。。有这么容易做到吗？比方说：爱情？友情？学业？亲情？在这几个里面有哪个是可以坚持的呢？

爱情。。。喜欢一个人。。怕他生气，怕他跟女生靠得很接近，怕他有一天会离开。。喜欢他就要向他表白吗？喜欢他就要表示给他看吗？我不明白。。。

友情。。。是个不稳定的。。有时对你很好有时在背后说你。。真是不知怎么搞的？

学业。。。压力。。考试。。功课。。。等等

亲情。。。当然不会有事啦。。。

p/s : im thinking of u...seriously...

缘分

2009-08-16T22:17:00.000-07:00

你们相信‘缘分’这两个字吗？

我很想要知道我们之间到底发生了什么事？为什么从好朋友的我们变成了你我都不认识的陌生人呢？到底发生了什么事？你我进进出出只能打招呼吧了吗？

一夜，我们只是在一夜之间变成了陌生人似的。。到底发生什么事呢？

缘分这两个字把我给弄得不清不楚。。

A+B+C

2009-08-15T00:00:00.000-07:00

tis few weeks keep goin to sg.wang,times square...sienz d...i tot went thr i can juz window shoppping..but...no..i keep buy n buy n buy...gosh...hehe...final exam is around the corner...STRESS!!! =.="

hmm...talk bout my classmate....got three guys is always together...their slogan is da dou git git...pull n push sumore...haha...but...they really is funny n friendly guy...sumtimes go cafeteria eat n sumtimes go TBR...hehe....

well,congrate to my sis that she ady graduated in Master of Early Childhood Education...congrates my dearest sis...

Happy Bdae to YEE HONG and to all the human being who bdae in August...Including me,Agnes,Nicole...

final exam

2009-08-04T11:55:00.000-07:00

final exam is comin..im stress...i nid to start study d...but,there is stil a lot assignment hv to do...hmm..im wondering..i dun wan repeat..pls...pray for me...

coll's life is not easy as i think...coll is more pressure than coll...seriously..but,secondary skul is more fun...coll is fun..bcoz v can wear wat v wan....coll is more freedom than secondary...i dunno whether im takin in PR n the assignment is more than other course...all my frens told me tat PR is alot of assignment n presentation to do..yea,i agree wat my frens told me...

PR is good...can meet alot of frens...more bout social life..can communicate well...PR is d one who r more talkative..haha..i agree..hehe...

P/s: dear my all family,sorry that im had been rude tis fews month...hope u guyz can understand my situation...><

all the best

2009-07-30T07:37:00.000-07:00

my fren who is call desmond was a DJ..he is goin to perform his first perfomance today..he is nervous coz tis is 1st time ma..hehe...

i cant do anythin for him..so,des..i wish u all the best ya...

one more queen...

2009-07-30T01:30:00.000-07:00

why you always like tat wan? ask you to do sumthin and u say dunno..wat the fuck u noe? huh? im angry u noe..altot im not the leader..im d one member in ur group..but wat u had done? group assignment shud share n do together..but wat u say to me? ar,i dunno how to do o..fuck you!!! 1 word i dunno how to do can settle all the job? u nvr do when v discussing for our group's assignment..still told me,oh,if u all got anythin ask me to do,u msg me la..i say ok..but when i ask u to draw graph,u say i dunno..halo eh,graph oni leh..u nvr learn when u in secondary ar?

how many times d? may i noe how many group members in my group? 3 oni survive in my group u noe? u r not include in my group..im totally feel sad..disappointed..angry...

i nvr say o complain anythin bout u when u say i dunno to do assignment..but u repeat n reapeated..i really cant tahan ady...sorry coz im rude...

Panda Eye

2009-07-28T15:28:00.000-07:00

wey....i got panda eye d leh...assignment make me cant sleep...2 days no sleep more than 3 hours..today oso the same..nvr sleep at all....hmm.....

help me....

help me....

help me....

help me.....

help me....

Falling IN Love??

2009-07-28T14:53:00.000-07:00

huh?? i sendiri oso dunno whether i got like u o not but in other ppl's eye,they can gv me a confirm answer say that both of us is fallin in love..is tat true??

i dunno...im not sure...i noe u r a good guy..altot u naughty and nonsence all the time when i do things..haha..hrmmm...im thinking if i really fallin in love to u then how...haha...

here is some classmate..lets me introduce...

class reps : Joyce Tan..She...is like to show off gal..i beh tahan..if u is a rich ppl u dun show it out.. do u noe some of our classmate is poor? but...still got but...u r too kind to help BOY..not GIRL..tis is d one i dun like..do u noe u make all of us get 0 mark in our assignment? do u tot v r happy coz u help us to do? NO!! u r wrong...

My Best Buddy In My Class

Ka Mei : she is quite nice, friendly, talkative..haha.....but some of d time when lecturer is talking,she will ask wat lecturer talking about..haha..

Simon : this guyz...hmm..always late come for class..everytime nid us to mornin call him then oni he wan to wake up..he is funny,cute..hmm...likes to disturb ppl all the time..

Desmond : DJ..wow..yea..he is DJ Lunatik..u heard b4? of coz not..haha..hmm..he ar...quite nice and modern guyz..his hair..wow..cool man..haha..ermm..cames from english educated backgrounds and we call him as banana..haha..he will go spinnin soon..wish him gud luck ba..

Jia Wei : he is quite Dan Chun..haha..everytime wat we do or act,he will do when we finish acting..then we sure laughing at him..aiya..he is funny guy..he is goog,always kena panggil by class reps to do assignment..pity him..alrite..tis 4 ppl was my best buddy in my class..

Shinn : He is quite arrogant when ppl talk to him o ask him question..i hate tis kind of ppl..he just simply answer u or nvr answer u at all...

Jolin,Wei Chuen : both of them is buddy..come to coll together n go bek together...both of them is brother..haha..im not means tat they got blood relationship lo..is tat kind of 'brother'..

Chia Boon,Jc : dunno whether they is lesbian o not..suspecting..haha..

Cindy, Seto, Shinki, Enn Enn : tis 4 gals is like uhu gum paste together..cindy is the most beautiful gal in my class..hehe..4 of them is ok ok la..can talk,can go shoppin together gather..hehe

Selin,Jia Uei : tis two gals gv me a lot of bad impression..i dun like them so much...wat to do? one of them is in my group..i cant do anythin..i hv to faced them for dunno how many years..hmm..i hv to tahan n tahan..

B5 (D)
1. Desmond Tan
2.Shiang Yun
3.Ka Mei
4.Selin

tis is my group members.i think i wan to change my group next sem.. my group for next sem is.... ta da..

B5(D)
1.Simon
2.Jia Wei
3.Desmond
4.Shiang Yun
5.Ka Mei

haha..best buddy in one group..hehe..

may my dreams come true.. my bdae wishes..huhu..

always the same

2009-07-28T03:34:00.000-07:00

haiz..y always do d same things? assignment...assignment....assignment...

why? no others thing to do again ar?

im overnite at my fren;s house tonite and tis is d 2nd time i was here...haiz..

assignment no fun at all...sienz....

c2pid ms yau

2009-07-20T06:47:00.000-07:00

fucking assignment make all of us so tension and 2 days never sleep..wat the fuck..make us so tired..damn,diu..

everyone is busying v ur assignment,u tot v oni got ur assignment?? we still have others assignment to submit u noe? still say none of ur business..hell..

mind mapping,n ur fucking 2 assignment,others assignment..

v r angrying u noe?

beg u to extend deadline but u not allow...shit..

my coll life+presentation

2009-07-20T04:42:00.000-07:00

take wherever,whenever we free..haha..some of the photo is my presentation

bon odori

2009-07-20T04:17:00.000-07:00

i went to bon odori on last sat..is quite awesome event n v all enjoy dancing there..haha..here are some photo that we snap

im tired

2009-07-20T00:18:00.000-07:00

im tired to do assignment ady...very sienz...how come an assignment have to do until 100 pages ++..im damn pressure..wondering whether can finish before wednesday o not..deadline is near.

planning to overnite at fren's house to rush my assignment...hmm..

may god bless me...i must finish my assignment before wednesday...

y so suek??

2009-07-06T23:49:00.000-07:00

i buy soya bean n char sao bao as my lunch today...d lorry is under the tree...

when i gonna take out my money,d stupid,suck,bird farlt shit above my hair...

shit..is shit...gosh..i9 years old n tis is d first time i kena shit...walao...y like tat..

i quickly wash my hair..luckily nobody noe..haha...

haiz...

eason chan's live band

2009-07-06T23:39:00.000-07:00

3rd of july

i went to eason chan's live band concert..i queue up at 6pm..guess how long oni i can go in? 2 hours ++..stand for 5hours++..swt..leg pain...sore throat..coz i shout ma..haha..

yan wan qian is there oso..u noe dao fu pok? he is there oso..hahha

eason chan is so handsome,chubby..haha..he is cute...acting...singing..pro man..muahaha...

around 10 sumthin,went bek lo..coz hor i shout sampai lapar..muahaha..

im happy coz i can see eason chan in my coll..wow...cool..

who r u?

2009-06-30T23:24:00.000-07:00

u tot u r the class reps then u can suka suka order people to do tis n tat? r u OKU? u duno to do urself ar? even ur stuff oso nid people to do 4 u..u order people then they wil help u do..but for me? u wait n wait..if u order me i sure argue v u...u try n see..

how dare u r to ask ppl to do v u..u got hand got leg but dun wan do urself..do u noe that almost in our classmate hate u?? because of ur attitude..u juz help BOY and not GIRL..when v(gal) face problem, u sure say wait..but finally,u nvr explain to us and always keep talking v guyz...wat a suck class reps..shit..

am i???

2009-06-28T09:48:00.000-07:00

am i a bz gurl?? am i??

y all my frenz say tat im a very ba gal..hmm..im not mean my family..hehe..

sorry la,coz i really got alot assignment to do..latest assignment haven start do,another assignment is ady in my hand..so sorry lo..

i feel tat study at KTAR is quite tension..no wonder their motto is effortable,education and dunno wat..haha..dun bother to the lame motto..

i wish i can graduate as fast as i can..

i wish i won fail in my exam...

i wish.....

i wish....

i wish....

i wish....

i wish....

my dreams come true.. o mi to fo...

busying..busying..busying..

2009-06-27T08:50:00.001-07:00

tis week is d worse week to me..haiz...got a lot alot thing to do..haiz..

attend hui ling bdae today..happy bdae to u again..

H1N1..avoid..my coll start got ppl wear face mask d..i heard got student sudah kena..takut o..haha

careful to all my belove fren..

+u shiang yun..

exam..

2009-06-18T00:46:00.000-07:00

next week exam d..but i still busy with my assignment..swt..

i wondering whether tis week wan to go bek klang o not...coz i got alot things to do..lazy to go bek..y i wonder whether wan to go bek o dun wan is becoz i wan go eat ho liao tis sun..coz my cousin's wedding...hehe.. u noe la..life at kl..everyday mamak..sienz...

i wan faster done my assignment n revision for exam next week...

assignment

2009-06-13T20:00:00.000-07:00

6 assignment hv to start now..all make me crazy..sick now..hope i can cope my study as well..

deadline is tis comin wed..i juz done d oni one assignment..coz of d stupid teacher juz gv us 3 days to do 6 assignment..crazy..

monday got to discuss with my group members....

sienz...

lack of oxygen

2009-06-10T07:25:00.000-07:00

juz finish presentation,assignment comin..not enough time for me to rest...i hv 3 assignment in one time n pass up in one time oso..gosh...damn rush man..

my brain gonna burn..think n think n think..yerr..y? y? y?

faster graduate n come out to working..muahaha..earn much money...

gambateh la..wat to do...

well done..

2009-06-04T23:25:00.000-07:00

today....is a day tat i dun wan to accept..u noe y?? coz today is my presentation day...muahaha...yesterday sleep at 3 sumthin coz always keep thinking my presentation n i feel damn nervous..

8am
teacher came in...my heart beat..lu dup..lu dup...wakao...scare,nervous,stomach ache...all in one..hehe..

i start my presentation..a hem,gud mornin everyone..i would like to introduce my group members...bla bla bla..hehe...finally i end my presentation..

wat a result i get?? huhu..perfect? well done?? good job??

yeah...i get a gud result from teacher...all is gud job..well done..wow...haha..i noe..do all tis thing wil get balas..yeah...happy happy happy..huhu

now waiting for another claz..til 5pm...dunno wat to do then i go to C.I.T lab online n update my blog..hehe..

all in one time

2009-06-02T01:32:00.000-07:00

tis week is d 2nd week for my class...n d worse week for me...hehe...y? coz....i hv 3 different subject assignment to do..1 presentation on tis fri..i got to memorize all the stuff tat my group prepare....gosh...its around 10 pages tat i hv 2 memorize...everybody ask me..y u dun wan while see d paper while present? i answer..if i hold d paper i wil get low mark,if i memorize all the thing n juz say out i can get high marks..so..which one u wan?? i asked back..

im busying v my assignment now...headache...finish done assignment,mid term exam comin..

no time to play,

no time to watch movie,

no time to shopping..haiz...

all tis is rushing,rushing,rushing..

pray for me...hehe..gambateh..

p/s: thanks desmond^^

change....

2009-05-26T05:19:00.000-07:00

ppl...change easily...wat u say b4 u ady forget..finally i realise wat i done so much to u all,no matter wat im bz for i stil help u guyz to solve problem..but wat i get?? did i get any salary from u all? did u all treat me eat for appreciate me? NO!!! my result is ZERO!!! i ask myself..u guyz nrv do anythin 2 me b4 but y i wan to do for u guyz?? wat is the point?? i nvr request for anything but................haiz....

in my mind,i was angry,sad n so on...waste my time,waste my money n my energy oni...

i tan shiang yun,won do anything to u guyz d...sendiri punya hal sendiri gao dim..no nid ask me..no nid ask permission from me...u juz do it

gambateh! shiang yun

谢谢您

2009-05-25T00:41:00.000-07:00

谢谢您的帮忙..谢谢您..

麻烦您了,要您放学了过后赶过来..

我以万分的谢意来感恩您...

u stupid....

2009-05-24T07:04:00.000-07:00

i finally noe wat a f*** person are u...i nvr tot tat u is tat kind of ppl..seen u like to argue v me...fine..

1st..i ady tel u tat im bz for one week n i cant pick up all the call even messaging...u nvr think y i reply ur msg at midnite..but u?? always call me n come to disturb...stil say me im is a unresponsible gal..wat the fuck u say..i relly angry v tat..u nvr check b4 n u come to scold me..

2nd..u dun like ppl to stab behind u..but u?? owis stab ppl behind us..tot v dun noe?? i noe ur attitude same like gal..n v treat u as.......................!!!

3rd..my granpa admitted to hospital is accident..n u stil say me is an unresponsible ppl..pls la...wat the fuck u said?? u tot i purpose let my grandapa admit to hospital?? crazy ar u??

4th..i nvr say bad thing bout u..but u?? im not a bad gal as u think k?? u r small gas n pls la....i nvr ever wan to argue v u but u wan me to argue v me izzit? i ady done my job to u but u stil wan to complain tis n tat...come on...u r guy k...show n prove it...

5th..yesterday v meetin n ask stil got any pro v each others..u say no..but after dismiss?? u stab behind us...u is small ppl u noe ar?? like to spread us....i juz nid all of ur coperate n u?? like a big gangster..

6th..d duty roster...y duty roster oso is my fault meh?? i totally disappointed to all of u...really..seriously...i plan to move out....i wan to quarantin in one room...

7th..ah boon..im not using ur pc to watch movie..i juz wan to check mail n y u wan to make tis thing become so..............haiz...i dun noe wat to say...

to my big family n all of my fren...sorry coz im rude..but im sad...really..i wan to hug u all n cry out...i nid support from u all.......

save.......

2009-05-19T23:01:00.000-07:00

i realise....money is hard to earn..

i realise....money is suddenly not enough for me to spend..

y i say like tat? becoz now im stay outside,eat outside,study at d most popular coll n the expenses at here is high...

from now on,i have to learn how to safe money n my expenses is enough for one month..all tis is important for me..rental fees for condo,room,bill water,bill electric,bill streamyx n so on...alot alot things...

god...pray for me....

orientation..

2009-05-19T02:50:00.000-07:00

18/5

i went to orientation today...i went thr v my housemate..once i reached thr,long queue n d whether is damn hot..sweating...

after i get my file,t-shirt n all the thing.then i go toilet n change d t-shirt tat coll gave...then go to d skul hall n v a seat..

11am
d emcee start to talk..welcome to all the freshmen...is us..is us..v r all the freshmen..hehe..then d emcee ask...which skul u in? v nvr ans n v juz keep quiet..act v is from skul of social science n humanities...short form is call ssh...not sssh..haha...

12pm
mengumunkan ketibaan yg amat bahagia..dato seri ong kah ting...deng deng deng deng........haha...he hor..huiyo...v feel tired is bcoz of him...coz hor..he talk for 45mins n v play hp for 45 mins...quite long...finally,he say thank q..all of us clap the hand..haha

1pm
my course's lecturer gv us a talk...he say..y the thief wan to rope ur thing?? he say,one day,he saw a guy walk n walk to skul,far from him the thief can saw him..u noe y? bcoz har,d guy listen to a ipod n while walkin while messaging..n his hp is cost rm2000 sumthin..the thief think owh..money is comin...he is rich.,.he got so many money..then his thing rope by the thief..haha..very cold rite??

2pm
the talk is end n v go for a walk around coll....

3pm
finally i can go bek

7pm
go out v housemate n go to eat dinner...v talk alot fun thr..

9pm
all of us sit at livin room n keep talkin til 12 sumthin..

1am
sum of them feel hungry then v go down n hv a drink..my eye is almost close...sien...

gudnite....haha

new life..

2009-05-16T21:20:00.000-07:00

16/5

i move to kl d..new house,new environment,new roomate,new housemate everythin is new..hehe..hmm..i brin my pillow n all the thing to new house..my new hse is at tmn melati..17 floor..damn high..haha..but is cold..

i got alot secret o...bout my housemate..haha..kai huey..i tel u next time when i meet u ya..haha

i hope i can communicate well v my roomate n housemate..

i hope i can done all the thing i had set up..

i hope i can study well n get gud result..

i hope i can earn many money n brin my family go travel..

i hope i can keep contact v my big family..

everything i hope..........may my dream comes true...

celebrating bdae

2009-05-16T21:12:00.000-07:00

15/5

i went to kl tis morning..coz wan to get my key from the hse owner..i wanna go to study d...hmm..then i went to mid valley with kai huey n kee min..haha..enjoying our time..huhu..then went bek at 4 sumthin..

8pm
going celebrate bdae v choon vern n pcc..happy bdae..v talk alot thr n hv fun thr..then go to hui ling hse to blow the candle..fu.....haha...near to 12am..go bek lo..thanks song an,hui ling n all my big family..thanks for wishing me..n my buddy kai huey..thanks...remember come find me...haha

Wat the ****

2009-05-13T06:58:00.000-07:00

y am i so angry?

WHY?

no point i angry for u..but y u owis wan me to repeat my answer? repeat n repeat..waste my energy to talk to u..i feel regret to rent room for u..u is a guy..but for me? u is a gurl..y i say like tis? becoz whem im ady do decision n i inform u,u sure keep askin n askin..very FAN u noe ar?

pls la..when i say wat day i will go then i sure go..dun keep askin me d..k? i sudah beh tahan liao..if u stil keep ask me..i sure scold u til .......................i song..haha..

准备读书去咯。。

2009-05-11T18:47:00.000-07:00

时间过得真快。。下个星期开学了。。我也要搬家了。。要快快找朋友出来聚会一下。。哈哈。。要不然我不知道我几时回来。。嘻嘻。。

现在在忙着买衣服，鞋子，衣橱，书桌等等。。

祝福我吧。。

不负责任？？

2009-05-11T18:26:00.000-07:00

谁不负责任？我吗？

哇靠，你这句话就可以说我不负责任吗？你知道当时的我是多么的想打电话去骂你吗？喜欢喜欢就讲不负责任。。请你再还没搞清楚前别这样说可以吗？你这样会让人讨厌你。。你知道吗？

我已经跟你说过。。这几天我是真得很得空，连要跟朋友讲个电话都不能更何况是你这么一小只的蚂蚁。。说过星期一让你知道，你却偏偏一直打电话来烦我。。跟你说过我不得空你却一直打来。。我不得空。。明白吗？

你以为你一个当中间人吗？难道我不是吗？叫你们去打扫你们却说。。哦，我不能。。你放狗屁啦。。你简直是欠人打的咯！你过母亲节过得不开心难道我就开心吗? 现在高兴了吧？说过星期一给你知道。。都给你知道了，高兴了hor?

还有，我很强调的就是，请你别再随便的加新人进来了。。你以为要加就加吗？请你问个清楚才来答应你的朋友！！！

CTC Exam+ Blood Donation

2009-05-11T17:54:00.000-07:00

10/5/09

i woke up at 6am,finish do all my stuff i fetch cc to go to hq,then i go fetch my fren n go to temple..

8am
i waitin for the ppl open the door,coz they say 8am muz reach temple..ok lo,when i reach thr,nobody at thr then i sit in the car n wait lo..wait til 8.45am they oni come to open the door..walao,now oni open i almost fallin asleep d lo..

9am
doctor n nurse fron HTAR reach...they arrange all d stuff then the blood donation is start..huhu..i go fill up my form n go check see whether i can donate o not(coz last time i cannot donate..)finally,yeah..i can..i can donate..huhu..im scare,nervous..tis is my 1st time for the blood donation ma..doc allow me to donate 450ml..wa..too much..hehe..

10am
finish donation,i feel dizzy..feel wan to pengsan coz of the weather is too hot..i faster sit down n hv some milo..hehe..

1pm
i go hq..last day for CTC examination..hehe..err...i dun noe how to describe d..hehe..i jz noe the weather is very hot..haha..

5pm
go to duty at chempaka buddhist lodge..i go v pcc,jk,tn phuah n other 3 members..v go thr seem like go fun..coz hor..hehe..xboleh ckp..distance to walk is long..my leg hampir cramp..gosh..duty end at 10pm..got two monkey inside the ambulance..they tolak2 sampai jk's jamban bocor..haha..very funny..after reach hme fast2 go shower then sleep..coz im very2 tired..

p/s: to hk..sorry if im do mistake in ctc exam ya..hehe

Happy Wesak Days & CTC Exam

2009-05-11T17:32:00.000-07:00

9/5/09

happy wesak day to all of u..

i hv to rush 2 place today..one is hq n another is temple..

i went to hq at 7.15am..first division registration time suppose is at 7.30am but delay n all the examiner was late..hk's face look like very bo song..exam start late..haiz

9am
i went to temple once reach 9am coz i ad promise them tat i will reach thr at 9 am sharp..thr hv charity sale on tat day..breakfast xmakan the go thr find soome food to eat..but the food almost finished when i wanna go buy n eat..fine lo..buy kuih eat..haha..

1pm
i went bek to hq again..nvr took my lunch n faster go bek to hq..hk's mood look ok n start smile n laughing..wakakak..then i sit in conference room n chit chattin..hehe..

7pm
last devision for today is STAJ..they waitin for their result till 7pm..hmm..its late..coz later still hv bbq party..bbq will start at 8pm..then i sent hui ling n pcc go bek..when i reached hme was 8 pm then i quickly go shower..finished shower,i went to fetch pcc again..coz he wan go his grandma's hse..

8pm
soon hong call me whr am i then i ans im otw bek then he say my hse din hv ppl n nobody open the door for may kim n jia jun..haha..i faster drive bek lo..hehe..paisei la..i oso dun wan like tat de ma..coz today is very rushing..

12am
bbq is end n thx for those who come n whom help me clean up all the stuff..hehe..aligato

1am
finish shower faster go sleep coz tomolo hv to wake up at 6am..T_T

小事情

2009-05-08T00:40:00.000-07:00

难道为了这一点小事我们之间的感情就会变吗？

为什么要这样呢？你不能把它看开点吗？

我实在很不明白为什么会这样。。

就这样算了吧。。

算了。。。

今天就这样过。。

2009-05-06T04:41:00.000-07:00

6/5/20009

今天早上去了法门寺，一到法门寺我的嘴巴就不停的开。。为什么叻？不要怀疑，我是太久没见好朋友才这样的。。一直讲话到不知道时间。。嘻嘻。。我知道你们一定会讲我一直吃。。吃。。吃。。对吧？哈哈

然后叻，我就开始像一般的阿嫂去巴刹似的一直在那边选衣服和裤子。。哈哈。。为什么呢？我不能告诉你们，因为这是个秘密。。还有两个疯婆陪我一起选衣服。。哈哈。。

到了六点多，我妹就来了。然后就回家咯。。嘻嘻。。

变了吗？

2009-05-06T00:57:00.000-07:00

真的变了吗？

真的吗？

为什么会这样呢？

为什么？？

happy mother days

2009-04-29T05:59:00.000-07:00

happy mother days is coming....so...i would like to wish happy mother days to all of the mother in tis world..

especially for my mom..altot u had leave us for 1 year n 4 months..but u..is still inside my heart n u owis is d best..u survive in our's heart n will not forget u as well..hope u an stay happy at other world juz like d way when u alive..

happy mother days is comin..me n sis wan to wish u happy mother days n v love u so much..muacks...

packing...

2009-04-29T05:49:00.003-07:00

packing?? where to go?? travel??

no..im packing my stuff coz im goin to study soon..i will move to kl n stay at thr..some feeling dun noe how 2 describe..hmm..1 is i cant come bek if i got many homework..2..i hv 2 leave my lovely.sweet,warm from my bed..hmm..

hey..juz go thr for few years k..dun upset..come on..u can made new frens thr..

gudbye my pillow..my bolster..my blanket..T_T..

再会了，我的朋友

2009-04-25T05:04:00.000-07:00

在23/4/09，我的朋友也就是我的同事已经辞职了。。很伤心，因为没人陪我谈天，陪我去99 market ，在skype谈天。。尤其是没人陪我谈心事。。心酸。。还记得我认识她的第一天，她很静。。美娟介绍她给我认识，她的名字叫凯惠。。她是个很健谈的女生也很开朗。。哈哈。。

在我们做工的地方，有喜，怒，哀，乐。。为什么会有这四种心情呢？因为。。。yanb啊，还有很多很多的同事会弄我们开心。。怒呢？就因为某些人咯。。不方便讲啦。。嘻嘻。。到了我们辞职的那一天，心情是有多么的不舍，伤心啊。。但凯惠要回时，我们上上下下都下楼去给她拥抱并祝福她有个更美好，光芒的前途。。凯惠。。感动吗？是不是有要哭的感觉叻？哈哈。。虽然我们对有些人不满，但还是要谢谢他们啦。。。

第一。。。

老板。。他呢。。我不会形容。。但也要谢谢他，因为他每天载我上班。。

慧韵。。她教我排版，让我有机会学习。。原来出一本书是不容易的。。还有有关大马佛教大学的一切。。

慧玲。。她呢。。人斯斯文文。。但不要小看她哦。。她可是顶级的记者啊。。哈哈。。

yanb。。她啊。。哈哈。。有好多的角色哦。有大象啦，蜜蜂啦，bb啦。。嘻嘻。。她也是个美术一级棒的‘女人’哈哈。。她教会我用A.I。。她。。就是她。。每天在喊3。3 咯。。哈哈

karel。。是个很喜欢往外跑的人。。sporting..谢谢帮我的一切。。

慧明。。我的邻居。。她的电脑时常lack。。她很喜欢猫头鹰。。因为她的朋友讲她像猫头鹰。。哈哈。。

男生。。祖阳，荣华，阿财，阿哥（云诚），朝晖。。谢谢你们。。

还有两个女生。。怎能忘了呢？？就是美娟和凯惠咯。。她们啊。。做工时都要传纸条谈天啊。。哈哈。。

谢谢你们的照顾，如有那里做错呢。。就请多多包涵啦。。

终于。。。结束了

2009-04-20T05:27:00.000-07:00

忙了三天的清明法会，终于在昨天圆满结束了。。流了不少汗水的老菩萨，义工们在法会结束后就纷纷回去了。。也感谢诸位法师们的主法，您们辛苦了。。我们也关了门然后就回家了。。

第一天的法会是在星期五开始，有些信徒在最后一分钟才赶着来报名。。哇，我们很慌忙得快点记录名字等等。。法会开始了，由主法和尚上香，洒净。。大约九点多，法会就结束了。。主法和尚为信徒们开示。。结束。。

第二天的早上，我到了就享用我的早餐。。红豆水。。哇。。超好喝。。法会又开始了。。。直到了晚上。。。哈哈。。。当然是跟昨天一样啦。。

第三天了。。也就是法会的最后一天。。一到就快快吃早餐。。哈哈。。是薏米水。。但是这个薏米水是紫色的叻。。好喝。。好喝。。法会就到此结束啦。。哈哈。。

pek chek arh....

2009-04-17T03:02:00.000-07:00

haiz..tis fews day busying to find condo at Taman Melati,Taman Melati Utama,PV 10..haiz..

but....me n my fren(kai huey) sent around 50++ msg to all d house owner..but,they reply 'sorry,its occupied..' 'sorry,is rented out d'.. oh gosh..very sad de lo...

my class is start on 18/5/09..but now v haven got our house....sad..im wondering..i dun wan sleep at the street..haha...

i wan house..god r..buddha ar..pls..gv me a condo..i nid it..i appreciate it so much...pls..bo pi bo pi..

hehe..haiz..really pek chek..now oni realise tat wan to find hse is so so so so hard...haiz..headache..

Wise Advice 31条人生哲学

2009-04-16T22:53:00.000-07:00

1.人之所以痛苦，在于追求错误的东西。

2.如果你不给自己烦恼，别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。因为你自己的内心，你放不下。

3.好好的管教你自己，不要管别人。

4.你随时要认命，因为你是人。

5.这个世界本来就是痛苦的，没有例外的。

6.你什么时候放下，什么时候就没有烦恼。

7.每一种创伤，都是一种成熟。

8.当你烦恼的时候，你就要告诉你自己，这一切都是假的，你烦恼什么？

9.根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁，如果有一条疯狗咬你一口，难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗？

10.忌妒别人，不会给自己增加任何的好处。忌妒别人，也不可能减少别人的成就。

11.永远不要浪费你的一分一秒，去想任何你不喜欢的人。

12.得不到的东西，我们会一直以为他是美好的，那是因为你对他了解太少，没有时间与他相处在一起。当有一天，你深入了解后，你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。

13.这个世间只有圆滑，没有圆满的。

14.不要刻意去猜测他人的想法，如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断，通常都会有错误的。

15.你要感谢告诉你缺点的人。

16.时间总会过去的，让时间流走你的烦恼吧！

17.不要因为小小的争执，远离了你至亲的好友，也不要因为小小的怨恨，忘记了别人的大恩。

18.感谢上苍我所拥有的，感谢上苍我所没有的。

19.当你手中抓住一件东西不放时，你只能拥有这件东西，如果你肯放手，你就有机会选择别的。

20.人的心若死执自己的观念，不肯放下，那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已。

21.如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天，那就是一种福气了。多少人在今天已经见不到明天的太阳，多少人在今天已经成了残废，多少人在今天已经失去了自由，多少人在今天已经家破人亡。

22.恶口永远不要出自于我们的口中，不管他有多坏，有多恶。你愈骂他，你的心就被污染了，你要想，他就是你的善知识。

23.你不要常常觉得自己很委曲，你应该要想，他对我这样已经很好了，这就是修行的功夫。

24.世界原本就不是属于你，因此你用不着抛弃，要抛弃的是一切的执著。万物皆为我所用，但非我所属。

25.学会用理解的，欣赏的眼光去看对方，而不是以自以为是的关心去管对方。

26.成熟的人不问过去；聪明的人不问现在；豁达的人不问未来。

27.发光并非太阳的专利，你也可以发光。

28.你可以用爱得到全世界，你也可以用恨失去全世界。

29.爱的力量大到可以使人忘记一切，却又小到连一粒嫉妒的沙石也不能容纳。

30.人总是珍惜未得到的，而遗忘了所拥有的。

31.如你想要拥有完美无暇的友谊，可能一辈子找不到朋友。

安息吧。。。。

2009-04-12T02:27:00.000-07:00

一年快半个月了。。。

你们一定很奇怪为什么我会讲这个吧？

我想认识我的朋友都知道我妈妈已去世了。。我妈妈是在我中五那年去世的。。就在26.12.2007去世。。当时的我是从露营回来，带着心安不宁的心情飞车会去。。我一直在车想。。妈，你要坚持啊，我已经以最快的速度赶回去看你啊。。请你要坚持。。眼泪就不知不觉地流下了。。那天我就在医院里过圣诞节，但那并不重要，重要的是我妈。。晚上我就回去休息，轮到我姐姐照顾。。

但在第二天的早上，我爸爸打给我，并以低沉的语气来告诉我，妈妈已经没了。。我的眼泪马上流了下来，大声地哭。。妈咪。。。妈咪。。为什么？为什么会这样？？那天几乎没精神也没胃口啊。。不久，妈妈的遗体就到我家。。当他们抬起妈妈的时候，我又哭了。。因为妈妈被很厚的被单包起来。。然后，我们不能碰触妈妈的遗体直到八个小时过后。。过了八个小时，我们才为妈妈换衣服等。。她的身体是如此的冷及带有重重的。。当我一边跟妈妈换衣服一边在想，从前就是妈妈跟我们穿衣服但是我呢？等到妈妈生病到去世才为她穿衣服，我是有多么的惭愧啊。。眼泪又流了下来。。换好衣服过后，他们就把妈妈的遗体放进一个又小，又窄的棺材里，妈妈又怎能躺的舒服呢？原本一个健康，年轻的妈妈是多么的享受生活，躺着一张大张的床。。但在她在里面时，我有多么的想装冷气在里面啊。。。那天的我是没睡觉的。。

来到了最后一天，那就是出殡的那天。。我是有多么的不舍让妈妈离开我们啊。。到了最后的几分钟，我快跑去妈妈身边仰慕啊。。眼泪流了。。心也不只怎样形容。。只好跟妈妈说。。妈妈，您安息吧。。别担心我们啊。。我和我妹哭得稀里哗啦。。毕竟我们是最小的嘛。。到了火葬地方。。时间到了，要把妈妈烧了。。要按钮了。。惨了，全场的人不断地流泪。。我们更不用说。。哭到没办法呼吸。。想要陪妈妈一起走。。但。。。。。。。。。。。。。
我只能跟妈妈说。。妈妈，您走好。。我们会照顾自己。。您别担心。。

我想要告诉你们。。请在妈妈在世时，好好的陪妈妈。。孝顺妈妈。。别等到妈妈去世时，才后悔莫及。。

为什么我会突然间写呢？？因为我最近常被人诬赖。。指责。。我想与妈妈分享但不能。。妈妈是个很好的听者。。妈妈会永远在身边陪着我们。。所以，
请好好把握，别等到遗失了才要珍惜。。

又来了！！！

2009-04-12T02:04:00.000-07:00

星期天你们在做些什么呢？

我想啊，你们应该是去拍拖，走街，看戏或在家睡觉吧？？

我呢？星期天的我还得早早期床然后去上班啊。。天啊，哪有人在星期天上班呢？要做我要的东西也不能啊。。

就拿今天来讲好了。。我呢，一样带着平常的心情来上班。。但是。。那个他就把她叫到办公室里去。。然后两个就开始话题咯。。骂的骂，讲的讲，听的听。。我呢？当然是跑下去躲啦。。不过，我还是逃不过。。他跟她说我很得空，没东西做。。叫她给我东西做。。天啊，他哪只眼看到我没东西做啊？我的东西是要花时间来排及整理的啊，那像你说的啊。两天内你就可以把东西做好。。你别臭屁了啦。。如果你能把我的东西在两天内做完的话，才跟我讲啦。。我想你应该不知道在你背后有那么多的人讨厌你吧。。

还有啊，那笔钱我已讲了，不是我放也不是我的，请你别再乱乱骂好吗? 你很过分知道吗？喜欢喜欢就扣薪水。。又不是我的，为什么要乱乱扣我薪水了呢？你以为薪水很高吗？在给你扣下去就不用花了。。

看吧。。我的星期天的心情就这样毁了。。原本可以快快乐乐的过，但。。。。。。。我无话可说。。。T_T。。

试问以下哪有人的星期天是这样过的呢？

‘他’和‘她’

2009-04-11T00:07:00.000-07:00

他和她在我心情低落时，陪我，鼓励我，支持我。。所以我才会走到现在。。谢啦

先说她先好了。。她可以说是我的排档，姐妹吧。。为什么呢？因为她和我的想法是一样的。。哈哈。。那天我被坏人臭骂了一顿，是她帮我倒数做工还剩几天，叫我继续做下去，别理他。。她是个属于可以谈心事的朋友，她会陪你，安慰你。。偶尔还会逗你笑。。不过我们很喜欢拿蟑螂和老鼠的口头禅来吓吓她。。哈哈。。是不是很坏叻？所以啊，她是个很好的排档。。谢谢你啦。。

他？？是不是很奇怪叻？为什么我会告诉他我的东西叻？

嗯，要怎样讲呢？哈哈。。

他呢，是在我的生命里占了很大的空间。。所以我才会把我的事情告诉他。。我没想到我所说的事情会令他感到生气和带有一点的感动吧？哈哈。。他也是一直在我身旁里陪我，他把我从伤心带到快乐。。谢谢啦。。

所以啊，我特别要谢谢他，她们咯。。我爱你们！！！哈哈哈哈。。

还有，还有。。我的‘哥哥’

为什么呢？因为他也是我的发泄子弹。。当我伤心或有事情时，我哥哥就会开导我，并弄我开心。。不过，我很久没找他了，因为他有了她，所以我不能时常添麻烦给他，要不然啊，她会来找我@#%&@#$%。。就惨了。。哈哈。。。谢谢哥。。。

以前？？现在？？

2009-04-08T16:59:00.000-07:00

以前跟现在有什么分别？

为什么你总是要让人讨厌你？逃避你？为什么？你总是喜欢拿你的双硕士学位来跟我们比。。你要我们跟你的步骤去走，但是你有想过以前的你跟现在的我们有很大的不同吗？现在的我们有自己的想法而不是死死跟着你的步骤去执行。

你知道我有多么的不甘心到那里做吗？只是因为某些人的请求所以我才去罢了！你以为我喜欢每天给你讲，给你骂吗？我是百千万亿的不愿意你知道吗？

你不知我做的东西是多他的好几倍，但你却说我没做东西！这句话有多伤你知道吗？一本书有那么的多面，你却说我用了很长的时间到现在还没完成，但你知除了那本书，我还有很多东西做吗？他只是打稿罢了，用的时间比我久，做的东西比我少你并没骂他反而来骂我！！！当时的我几想跑出去哭你知道吗？

每当我很忙时，很多人就叫我做这做那，为什么他那么得空不叫他帮忙呢？他只会回你一句“har,我不得空，可以不要吗”？但你知道当他讲不得空而不帮忙的时候的他在做些什么吗？你不知道，因为他很会做戏！！难道一句不得空就可以不用帮忙的吗？

是你老了，时代不一样了，常常说我们老。。请你搞清楚是谁年轻，是谁老。。昨天，你叫我进去办公室，突然就这样丢一笔钱在桌上，然后问我为什么我乱放钱在桌上？当时的我站在那边想，我已经把钱交给有关的人，然后抽屉里是已经没钱了，但你却指责那笔钱是我放的。这是什么歪理啊？在还没把事情搞清楚就乱乱指责我，骂我，无赖我，你知道我的眼泪快流出来了吗？我承受的压力，工作是比他多好几倍，受骂比他多！！！不公平！！！

我实在是不知道怎样形容！！！我完完全全的伤透了心。我没力气也没那个精神放在工作上了！是你！！是你！！！

我已无话可说，我只能说的是，在你还没把真相搞清楚前，请别乱乱把我叫进去办公室骂的像狗一样！人的忍耐是有限度的！还有，你总是很喜欢拿以前跟现在比。那如果有以前，我要我妈妈活过来能吗？你知道没妈妈的生活是有多么的辛苦，伤心吗？有心事不能与妈妈分享只能收藏在心里。那是多么的痛苦你知道吗？请你别再拿以前来跟现在比了！！！

especially to my oni brother(goo),
sorry for din tell u ,coz i noe i will cry if i tell u yesterday..but i really nid u to borrow me ur ear..sis really nid tat..another thing,sis noe ur gf will angry if sis keep msg v bro..tats y sis never call bro when sis got problem..sorry bro..

敢问路在何方？

2009-04-07T21:41:00.005-07:00

人生路，怎么走？

有人说：条条道路通罗马？
也有人说：路是双脚踏出来的。

尽管人生路形形色色，有正路也有歪路；有崎岖，也有平平直直，有狭小也有宽广。有人一生辛勤奋发，抱着美好的美梦，走在人生平坦的大道上；有人一生靠投机取巧的手段，于是走上人生的不归路，回头难。

凡是正派，路一定是正直的。凡是缺德的事，不走正路，偏取邪径，最终一定自食其果，掉入暗无天日的邪路。

人的一生，有顺境也有逆境，当你走上顺境的大道上，勇敢向前，道行无碍，顺畅。然而，当你走上狭路时，到处阻碍，崎岖难行，举步艰难。

世间路，只要心是光明磊落，因缘将带领我们建设美满路径，正知正见，正思维。所以凡事，要凭自己的智慧做出最明确的抉择。众多之路，究竟要走那条路呢？

选择或开创，全凭自己的决心。

敢问，路在何方？

路在脚下！！！

basic love...

2009-04-07T20:15:00.000-07:00

basic love??

wat is tat??

haha,is movie..i went to watch movie yesterday which is called BASIC LOVE..

curious i go v who?? of coz v my fren la..v kai huey,hui ming,carrot,joo yong,yong wah n zhau hui..

but...a bit regret to go v the guy..coz v r late to go in..the more terribble thing is joo yong n yong wah..when the story is touching,they make laugh in cinema..coz inside the cinema oni got us n other 2 audience..haha..when the movie romantic,they act wat the actor n actress do..OMG!! they really make trouble inside..haha..

but nvrm la,they 2 really like tat when working..haha

finish watching whr im go??

of coz is...........go bek sleep la....haha

No qualified?

2009-04-07T20:01:00.000-07:00

wat a damn word is tis?

NO QUALIFIED?

u tot oni u can study double degree n v cant? HELLO!!! ur age is double among us,how come u want to take ur stuff n talk to me? no such thing in my life k..ur stuff is NONE OF MY BUSINESS...

but y?

why?

why u wan to tell me all the things..somemore our teenager's thinking is different v u..n pls la,dun ever take some ppl to show off k..tats ur level n not us..

whr got ppl wan to follow ur way n do work? if like tat,im sure oni 1 day i came to work then i will resign..

i noe u can do everythin wat v do..BUT,U noe to say but dunno to do..giv an example..a project shub be done 1 weeks,but u say 'aiya,tis work y do so long,giv me 1 day can finish d'..Hallo,do u think b4?? the project is v do n NOT U!!!! if u say easily,u come to work la.. bull shit..(sorry,coz im rude)

u noe ar,patient for 1 ppl is limit..but nvrm,i will resign end of tis month..i dun wan to tahan ur ............... anymore....

im sad..im regret..T_T

amy's bdae

2009-04-05T00:51:00.000-07:00

today i take half day...coz...qing ming..

after tat,i fell asleep til 6 sumthin oni wake up..

i cal wan chuin n ask her to come out yam cha,but she told me tat she is celebratin amy's bdae at sentosa..then i go join them lol..when im otw go sentosa,suddenly heavy rain,then i slow down my car..

when i reach thr,i shock coz the aircond is damn cold like hell..really..

y? y celebrate at thr?

coz.....sentosa's kfc is special n v booked a room which is a triangle shape..oni us is inside..haha..but i stil wan to complain coz the aircond is really really cold...

v start eat,chit chattin,playing...wat game v play? haha..its uno..hehe

around 10 sumthin,amy had blow her cake..let u all see d photo..how funny is she..

hooray..i ady get wat i wan

2009-04-05T00:41:00.000-07:00

haha..

i get salary d..haha..today oni get my salary..hmm..new life is bek..huhu

i wait for my salary since last weel til now ler..mana tau baru ambil salary..haha..but nvrm la..

haha

Geli...Yerr...

2009-04-02T23:51:00.000-07:00

today im takin half day off...

y?

haha,coz i wan to accompany my nephew lo..he is goin bek today n i wan to accompany him lo..bout 12 sunthin,my bro come n fetch my nephew n granpa go home...damn miss him leh..sad..

then bout 1 sumthin,jk come n fetch me then v go fetch chee chong..after fetch cc,v go NJ have our lunch..then hor,when v pay d bill,jk dun wan to accept my money,i juz put my money inside his topi..haha..but im not sure tat he noe o not..then fetch zhi wei go hq coz she goin to duty at 3.30pm..

after tat,jk fetch me to work lol..thanks jk...

after workin,babi hui ling tengah tido..i say i wan go her house n she say dun wan la..ish..then juz go her house after drop my sis at jeth ice..she shower i online..then v go JJ buy say yen's birthday present..its costly to hui ling..but v share share la..hehe..

after tat,v go coffee house hv our dinner..hui ling hor..take d food tat i cant finish n take it to campur ini campur itu..gosh..geli..i ask her to try,she say wat hadiah she get if she try..then i say i giv u i roll toilet paper..haha...but,without any hadiah,she stil try to taste..omg..

bout 12am,i jz sent her bek..

sorry hui ling,coz ur mom is scolding u...T_T

Coconut Flower Restaurant

2009-04-02T01:08:00.000-07:00

today i go to coconut flower restaurant v sin yun,hui ling,chee chong,zhi wei,yee hong..u noe who i meet at thr?

who?

is Dato Lee Chong Wei n his Gf Wong Mui Choo

is he!!! is he!!!

omg,i never ever think tat i can meet them thr..wow..good luck man...but sad lo,cannot take photo v him..haiz..

but v got to stand at his situation n think oso..if evrytime he go out n everybody wan take photo v him then he no nid eat lo...sometimes v nid to understanding his situation oso..

can see his real person oso happy d..haha..

after tat hor,chee chong giv mosquito bite n shout *hen yang!!! hen yang!!!!* u noe wats tat? is ouch!!its Itchy!! haha..pity him..not only him kena la..all of us oso kena ma...

then v pay bill n go bek lo..haha

Stop It!!!

2009-03-31T22:53:00.000-07:00

U

Stop it!!!

stop v ur story to tel me..u is different world among us..u cannot take us to compare v u..ur thinking is different..

and pls la..nowaday whr got ppl willing to follow ur step? ur step is old n now whr got ppl wan to do same like u??

ur mind is abit old n dun understand wat happen to our teenager's world..

u always ask us to do tis n muz do tis..

but y??

y v muz follow ur step??

i dun noe..i really dun noe...

i hate tis job!!

I HATE!!!!

I Dun Like To Talk U 2 Guyz..

2009-03-31T02:17:00.000-07:00

i dun like to talk to u.....

Its U!!!

i hate u..i dun wan to talk to u..but no choice...i no choice!!! T_T

y giv me noe u??

i dun wan fren u!!

i dun wan!!