at this moment

i don't know how to express my feeling at this moment. Cry alone with someone to consult me while my mind is thinking other guy. Is u made me like this,i'm hurt when u told me all that stupid idiot thing F*****!!! *sorry,i really really angry* extra? useless? this kind of word can come out from your mouth! i totally feel disappointed on u! i'm thinking whether should i continue this kind of stuff or just stop immediately? i'm waiting someone to consult me.

all the bad things happened to me in one time. first,my besties cant continue his study anymore due some condition. seriously i will miss him like hell. i have a feeling like wan to cry out,the more and more he told me last night,i cry at the end. the tears drop automatically. hope u can go other coll and continue ur education. miss u best fren!

i love my another ****..gives me lots of fun with no trouble unlike someone who i trust so much..i miss **** when i get hurt due he is the one can consult me very well. feel like wan to find **** now and hug tightly as i can. im sad at this moment. no one can share my feeling except ****.

feel like wan to end up but i noe both of us will get hurt. i rather get hurt and i don wan continue get hurt n hurt from u. i will remember EXTRA AND USELESS this two words that u said to me bastard!!!!

i will go travel to forget all bout this and starts with a new journey life..i believe i can do it..i will focus more on study rather focus on him..everythings will be end with full stop thr.

new semester

result release but my feeling is not happy due my closet frens failed in final and she and he cant continue study..appeal is oni 1 of the one million percent oni can success..wat happen if u guyz really leave me..i don dare to imagine and think of it..

i miss the time we study together..

i miss the time we do presentation together..

i miss the time we do assignment together..

i miss the time we hang out together..

i miss the time we take meal,shopping,watch movie together..

and now,all become memomries..im gonna miss u guyz like hell..u guyz is always the best altot failed in exam..but u guy already try ur very best to do it..

in new semester,i got to sit alone,got to know new frens,and co-operate with them..hope they friendly as u guyz also..hehe..well,new semester's subject is quite tough for everyone i guess..especially drama,this subject drive me crazy and boring like hell..the most boring subject is the most difficult one..its true..

i got to off now..assignment is like mountain and due date is in the corner..RUSH RUSH RUSH!!!! *sighs*

feeling at this moment

today 1 of october..

my result release today and i still not really satisfied with my result although others say my result is good. congratz to those who pass their result and feel sad for those who failed..i noe we might cannot meet up d..with the fail grade is not allow to further study,wat i hope is i seriously nid to pray hard for u guyz to appeal successful within this few weeks..i really don wan leave u guyz..we been study for one n the half year n now hv to say goodbye..the feeling is not happy..im sad altot i get good result..frens,lets pray hard together k..

holiday almost end,and i sendiri cuti for extra one week..lol,lazy to go bek kl..kl no aircond,no comfortable bed,n lots ar..but wat to do,college is far away from hse..nid to study hard from now on to achieve my goals..i wan to get straight As for my exam..this will be my goals..keep it up shyan..

i just finish count the fees to buy reference book..wow,its expensive..spent me bout 500 plus oni for reference book..cannot photocopy due lecturer wil catch us n also the government staff..babi betul..not everyone rich like u,some of them cant afford to but so expensive reference book u noe?! i got to buy the reference book asap..scare out of stock..new sem is money money money..mid is assignment assignment assignment,end of sem is exam exam exam..result result result..lol..

trip to bali is near,hopefully thr is no crash with my mid term exam n submission of assignment..pray hard..

feel great to having trip with DEAR family's member..having lots of fun during the trip..with no pressure,no hate,no arguing..everyone is PEACE..yea,keep it up DEAR members..

start to packing stuff tat nid to brings back to college soon..bye frens

thinking

its been long time nvr visit my blog and update d..im lazy to type and act i was bz with my assignment,exam and the st john charity run program.

from may till now,lots of things happen on me but not so serious. one of the stuff is im in a relationship and i dono whether my decision is right or wrong. i've been promised myself tat i won step into relationship during study but now...I AM IN RELATIONSHIP pulak..aikss..

charity ends up smoothly and thx to all the committee and those who participated..every event must hv their quarreling,arguing and so on..lucliky after quarreling and there wil be a happy ending among us..no hate between each other coz we r one family..*thumbs up*

and now,im revision for my final which is falls on 25.8.2010..the most difficult subject fall on tat day too..bad dream..>< m sad due cant celebrate bdae with frens on my real day on 26.8.2010 due exam is on the next day..aiks..hope my wishes wil comes true la..hehe..

thx sista for the bag and elder sis for the trip to bali as my bdae present..hehe..im waiting next year to MACAU..

well,i shud off now..prepare and bek to kl and focus study..gambateh shiang yun..

Holiday

its holiday finally...exam over..no nid to see my fren..haha..wish so much to holiday and now my dreams come true..huhu..have to planning how to spent my holiday..feel like go to travel...well,just planning..

after holiday for one day,i start worry bout my result..hopelly will pass all the paper..pls..plss..plsss...i tried to recall back and asked myself is thr any point tat i miss it?? omg,i keep thinking altot the exam is over..shit..pray for mr pls..i wan pass all the paper..pls..

im thinking wat to give bdae present for my grandpa..his bdae is almost near and same with my cousin sis..present also a stuff tat give us trouble..ish...

its been long time nvr out with second family..stil the same..funny and a group togehter tat without pressure..relaxing..i laugh til almost vomit out..lol

im waitin for the time past..i wan to wait til 11 then prepare my stuff and go for meeting..lol..don ask me y i wake up early in the morning..

pens off

attitude

is this the way u talk to me??

is this ur attitude??

U MAKES ME UPSET,CRYING..

bullshit!!!!!!!

wondering..

i wondering on something that important for me..

i wondering if i lose the thing,wat wil i be...

i wil settle all the things after my exam on tuesday..hope everythings ok and smoothly..

i HOPE there is no ppl block me as well..

i hope our relatinship wil be long until the rest of our life and without any quarreling,arguing..

pens off..got to concentrate on my last paper..<3