Friday 18 December 2009

final is comin

just left 2 weeks to go then we will countdown for the comin year 2010..hope the time won past so fast due to my final is comin..i hope tat i wil get full As in tis sem..pls..bless me..

is public holiday for the continous friday..there is lots of activity in weekend..i just came back from the curve,went red box sing k,go shopping...n of coz lay on my comfort bed n blow aircond..haha...

the next friday is happy merry christmas..thurs might go stay over at fren's house..but,there is another event for me to attend tat is my second family organize steamboat at hui ling's house..i might not to attend...hopefully i wil rush back from KL la...

the other friday which is i shud countdown with second family at GENTING as well..due to my mom 3rd years passed away,we had a chanting on 1st of january..it crush the day tat we plan to GENTING..gosh..dono wat to do as well..i wan to countdown but thr is an important stuff for me to do...

last,i realise i fall in love with a guy who is full of caring...i hope there is just a dream n not the truth...hopefully i won love him too deep la...

may the year 2010 brings luck to me n also my study...cheers...

Tuesday 15 December 2009

i miss my family

long time din hang out with my second family d...last sat i totally give out my time to them..haha..i went to sg wang to meet them on fri coz they went thr shopin..the most funniest thing happened at thr..cc n sheng yau is ady finish shop for whole building but hui ling that gang oni shop for one floor..haha..the two pity guy..hehe..

sat morning went to stadium hockey with cc,hui ling,zhi wei,say ling n chuey san as well..we went thr make nonsense n annoying at thr..haha..after tat wake my sis up n went to mcd..bla bla around n went to meeting..

at nite,meet them at cinema..wow,feel so happy at tat time due to almost everyone was thr but not all la..we wacth princess and the frog..jun hau fall asleep in the cinema due to he dono that the movie is cartoon..haha..after finis watched movie,went to mamak again..and we bla bla thr..then go bak n study for a while..tired..

hope i can go back meet them la..countdown for christmas day..hehe...

ready for final now...final is coming...god bless me..

Friday 27 November 2009

feeling

i dun noe how is my feel to u..i love u but at the same time im think the othet person..i really duuno wat to do..im care for u..its true..but i duno wat my fucking brain think about..wat the hell i talking?? its all nonsense..im not used to never msg u in one day..i need to msg u everyday to make sure u r safe n u r there for me...why makes life so hard?? my frens keep asking me...how should i noe frens...

well,i hope i will love u to the end,and i wil try my best to makes u happy all the time..i dun wan u sick o even in bad mood..wat i wan is i wan u to be happy everyday...

i just watch twilight with him..the movie is nice n waitin for 3rd episode..but,he is too tired d..he willing to accompany me even he is tired..feel sorry to him..

im rush for my coll stuff n goin to take leave on wed to fri..im goin to bentong..gastric not feeling well tis few days..ish...last but not least,i hope i can get wat i wan..i miss u babe..

Friday 13 November 2009

wow

quite a long time nvr update my blog d..nothin special but full of presentation n assignment tis sem..lol...i can go shanghai for free leh..haha..nice...

guyz....i miss u u u u ...haha...swt

Saturday 7 November 2009

just the fake

i cant accept tat u go chase other gals..its true...i duno y...i noe u won but i worry...if such case happens to me one day,i just put it down and let u go...i cant do anything,u r not mine...i just can pray n pray for the day won falls to me...i hope...really...may our relationship won broke easily..pls...

Monday 26 October 2009

Angry

FUCK OFF LA U!!!!!

Tuesday 20 October 2009

my final exam result

shit!!! i failed the most confident subject...wat the hell!!! ppl who shud fail but he pass all...wat la....unfair....kena scold by someone oso...shit...almost cry after scold by someone....lol.....


College 2009/10 September Examination Results



Welcome Ms. TAN SHIANG YUN


Name TAN SHIANG YUN
Reg. Number 09WHC04623
I/C Number 900826-10-5268
Course MASS COMMUNICATION (PUBLIC RELATIONS)
Result
AELE0343 READING AND WRITING C
AEPD1013 STUDY SKILLS B+
AHCC0123 COMPUTERS AND MASS COMMUNICATION D
AHCC1003 FUNDAMENTALS OF MASS COMMUNICATION B
AHCC1013 INTRODUCTION TO MASS COMMUNICATION WRITING C
AHCC1173 INTRODUCTION TO PRINT MEDIA B-

Remarks You are required to resit AHCC0123.

Date of Release 20 OCTOBER 2009




Important Notice For All Candidates:
(i) The above result is for information only. A copy of the notification of results (NOR) will be available for collection at the respective Schools (for date of collection, please refer to notice board). The NOR for EZ Status and Final Year Graduating Students will be mailed to your home address on record.
(ii) Appeals for review of examination results (FAIL/PASS units) MUST BE made in writing at the Division of Examination and Credit Accumulation office, First Floor, Block A (use form RG/E/95/F1(a)) not later than one (1) week after the official release of results.
(iii) Any other appeal of examination results/matters shall be made in writing to the Division of Examinations and Credit Accumulation not later than two (2) weeks after the official release of the above results.
(iv) The above result DO NOT incorporate any successful examination results appeal.
(iv) Please contact the Division of Examinations and Credit Accumulation for any enquiries on the examination results.



FROM
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Kolej Tunku Abdul Rahman





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Tuesday 13 October 2009

To : hui ling

你叫什么:Tan Shiang Yun你的綽號: ah yun,yun yun(all those stupid name)你的血型:O 你的星座:Virgo你是男還是女:gurl la of coz你幾歲:19 years old你住哪裡:klang and KL你現在的學校 :KTAR你有沒有手機 : yesss承上,err....what is tis??-----------------------------------------------你最要好的朋友(限1個): i hv lot of best frens not even in my 2nd family but also my secondary,college..你最討厭的人(限1個): F*** joyce你最正的女性朋友(限1個):err...i duno你最帥的男性朋友(限1個):haha..u noe i noe什麼樣的女生你最討厭: erm...i hate gurl tat chase guyz even she got bf...什麼樣的男生你最討厭: like to bully gurl..lol你的好朋友有誰(不限):2nd family n my coll's fren...especially......hehe你經常和哪位朋友出去: my 2nd family n my coll frens n of coz my buddy as well你身邊最憨的朋友(限1個不能自己):not really nderstand of the chinese word..你身邊最可愛的朋友(限1個):wei yeng----------------------------------------------------------------你有沒有喜歡的人:haha到目前為止,你跟多少人告白過:ermmm..no wor到目前為止,你被多少人告白過:wa....gud ques...i duno..huhu到目前為止,你交過多少個男/女朋友:ermmm,oni 1現在有另一半嗎: haha你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣:oh my god,les..你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎:erm,depends on the situation你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人:because of cute,kind,nice n alot la...like a ppl no nid reason,all tis is come from heart..你和另一半牽手過嗎:yesss另外一半你和另一半抱或親過嗎:no la..huiyo另外一半你跟異性牽手過嗎:i dun think so是誰,你們什麼關: ???現在有人在追你嗎:hehe,duno-----------------------------------------------------------------如果有天,好朋友離你而去,你會怎樣:i will be very upset n cry...如果有天,好朋友背叛你,你會:hate her n scold her basted infront of her,,hehe如果有天,好朋友對你喜新厭舊了,你會:wat i can do??了如果你很受不了你的父母,你會離家出走嗎: i dun think i will你上課認真嗎:sometimes..haha..affect by my frens你功課好不好:err..okok la你开电腦都在幹麻: listenin to music,facebook,game,blogspot,chit chatting,watch movie你的MSN有多少个同性: wa,crazy ar..how i noe o??你的MSN裡有多少個異性: lol-----------------------------------------------------------------傳給你這份問卷的人是誰:stupid hui ling lo这個人對你好不好:err,shud ask her這個人是你的誰:same skul,2nd family members你有喜歡過這個人嗎:erm,as a frens sure got你們認識多久了:i oso duno這個人是怎樣的人:funny这个人正/帥嗎: err....swt這個人跟你有沒有在一起过: wa,im not les萬一你喜歡這個人,你会怎么办: oh my godness,its impossible-----------------------------------------------------------------說到正妹你會想到誰:alot wor說到帥哥你會想到誰:erm,my lover lo..haha說到憨你會想到誰:err???說到痴你會想到誰:elisa,san,ling n those 2nd family lo說到暗戀你會想到誰:duno o說到出去玩你會想到誰:2nd family n my coll frens..huhu說到聰明鬼你會想到誰:bill gates..haha 到傻子你會想到誰:bra說到笑點低你會想到誰:all b6 frens說到愛笑你會想到誰: 2nd family members,bra,desmond,simon n my fren------------------------------------------------------你的班導是誰:i dun hv o你的座位是第幾排第幾個: i had no flexible seat><你最喜歡的老師是誰:yerr,dun hv..你的英文好嗎:erm,shud ask my fren你的體育好嗎:good in badminton oni你的数学好么:wa,wa,wa...你喜不喜歡你的校長:never ver see my headmaster b4..hehe你的學校好看嗎:ok la..quite big..你的班級是:b5你的班級在幾樓:no flexible class---------------------------------------------------------1.被点到必填,不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷。2.請老實的回答每一個問題。3.不行擅自塗改題目4.寫完請点5位朋友,不可不點。5.点完後請通知那4位朋友他被点到了。点到哒朋友..名单如下:


i dun wan my fren do such ques until her/his eye blur...haha...hui ling..u makes me blur la..huiyo

Thursday 8 October 2009

heart attack

why heart attack??

i woke up at 7.30 am..i hv no class in mornin but at afternoon...wat for i woke up so early?? coz i purposely wake up n wanna register for the stupid coco..shit...me n my housemate sit infront pc for 3 hours n keep refreshing...wait n wait n wait...in the mean time i play cafe world..haha...stupid office make ppl feel nervous..v wait til 9 sumthin oni can register for tat stupid coco...swt...

when its open for register,me n my housemate keep shouting n run in run out...heartbeat increase n hand shivering...wooo.....damn nervous at tat moment...hehe...then,nikki call me n ak me help shein register..i say okok..btw,act i ady registered for shein,due to im nervous at tat time i totally forget tat i registered for shein d..the i say okok to nikki..when i log in to the intranet,shit..fully booked...i nervous coz shein haven registeres...i keep check n check..then i hv a look at her profile..OMG,i had registered for her d...haha...wat a funny stuff...hehe...not even me,nikki,shein registered successful but is my housemate those who join badminton was registered successful...cool man...hehe...play together go together...

tis is the other frens..who is call jason n wei lun..they keep call me n i nvr pick up the call coz i was bz to pick up the call..when i pick up the call,they tel me..shiang yun,can register d can register..omg...how touching am i...coz they are nervous than me n keep askin me whether i successful to register o not...wakaka...thanks my fren...

BRANDON,u make me scare la...huiyo...forget ur password at tat time pulak...luckily can register at last...hehe

MISSION COMPLETE!!!! haha...

Tuesday 6 October 2009

sem 2

sem 2 start yesterday......feel like tis sem will be the tough sem....haiz..hope i can cover la...

Sunday 4 October 2009

the past....

my frens share his past to me..im be the listener for 1 week..feel like wan to hug him n lend my shoulder to let him cry as loud as he wan..i noe evrythings of him...feel like wan to cry with him when he share his past to me...not even my frens..my cousin sis oso face some problems due she dun dare to share with her parents...

so,i be the listener for both of them..im willing to be ur listener..coz i share my things to both of u also...thx cousin sis for willing to hear my things..altot is sad n im cry for tat time..but i really thx to u...n "someone" oso...i love u guys...

for my readers..any advice or suggestion to release the pain n forget the past?? all about family,love,money,study.....pls gv me some advice....especially my big family....

Sunday 27 September 2009

packaging

im pack for my stuff tis few days..coz im bek to kl on fri nite...wat a boring holiday?? ishh...i brin a lot of things go bek kl..5 bags..haha...1bag is pack for my trip tp ipoh,penang,cameron n other place as well..4 bags is bek to kl..fuyoh...hehe

went to genting 3 times in a month..crazy..1st time is went with my housemate..2nd times with sis n hui ling..3rd times went with my frens who is call vincent,came from singapore..n ken..hehe...

hang out with my buddy..kai huey n shein..v hang out for a drink n go SING K at nite..lalala...

after start sem2,i duno when im free to bek to klang d...im start busy with my homework,assignment,presentation,cocuriculum and many mant things..adui...TIRED..

im depart to ipoh with my coursemate tomo nite..its take 3 hours journey to go ipoh by train..try to imagine 3 hours in train..duno inside the train got toilet o not..can stand up to have a walk..lolz...cant imagine..hehe..neway,IPOH!!! im comin..haha...

IM SUPER BORING LA.....lolz...

Tuesday 22 September 2009

holiday

my holiday is boring...lol...sit at home until mushroom come out ady...but..while i enjoying my holiday,i realized "FRENZ" is mean a lot to me...thks for not blaming me..thanks nikki,shein,winson,boon..really thanks so much...

planning to ipoh with my coursemate next week..praying for "someone"..hopefully "someone" can go..hehe...then plan to genting oso...cameron oso..haha...i wan to go before i start with my sem2...i miss "someone" so much...my godness...how i got such feel?? cham...

after quarelling,arguing..finally i forget some..oni some..but not my housemate's stuff..is bout my frenz...lol...tot i can forget it..but its related to "someone"..cannot forget..must stand behind "someone" n give "someone" support..*WINKS*..hehe

celebrating bdae v mong szu..hehe..surprise?? i just can gv rank 7/10 la..hehe...not bad d la..last mins idea..huhu..i love u all..my family members...*HUGS*...

then,went look out point with my frenz..wow..the view is awesome..perfect..nice..cool...hehe...the weather is cold somemore..great...hope can go v "someone".

end of report..haha...

Wednesday 16 September 2009

Im crying...

im cry...my tears drop down...im feeling sad...i shud be happy coz my exam is end...but,i never ever feel im happy even im in holiday..

first of all,i apologize to all my housemate..i noe u guyz wil talk bout me since the day i walk out from house at midnite..ur mind's change n keep think of me..wat happen to shiang yun?? if not not mistaken..but i dun wan all such thing happens to me..but..it happen to me finally..i feel like wan to share but...........i duno how to say..i juz can talk to myself "shiang yun,u cannnot drop ur tears now"..im so sorry...i dun wan our relationship change bcoz of my stuff..once fren,forever frenz...im sorry..i feel guilty to all of u..im sorry..

im feel sad n all things happen to me when im havin my exam..never sleep for 2 days keep thinking of tat thing...wat i can do?? i duno..both of u are my fren..but now?? i duno wat happen..yes,i dun like u is bocz of ur attitude..wat u point n wat u had done to ur FRENZ??? i saw tis infront my eye...i cannot accept the truth..really...i feel like wan to scold u by using FUCK U loudly infront and WAT THE HELL reason u told me?? but i dun wan..coz i stil treat u as fren..but after tis,u keep talk bout tis..i cant tahan d...i cry out infront them finally..why im cying?? first,coz of my housemate...i make them change thinking bout me...really..i can feel tat..2nd..is my fren..my dearest fren...i cry...sad..im feeling sad until now...

Sunday 6 September 2009

3 days to go

i just left the oni THREE SUBJECT to exam....but this three sub is the most difficult sub...hopefully i can cover all tis la....

im waitin for sat..waiting..waiting...n waiting....why? because my sem break start...huhu...plan to go out v coursemate after exam on sat...fooyoh...nice...hehe

Friday 4 September 2009

Random

EXAM START...

Tuesday 1 September 2009

study..

I, Tan Shiang Yun,will study hard from now on..coz my exam is on friday n i just study some of the note oni...coz the subject is i hate the most and not so interesting to that subject..that is Computer&Communication..gosh...


my exam schedule as below :


Friday : Reading and Writing
Time : 9am



Saturday : Computer and Communication
time: 2pm



Tuesday : Fundamental of Mass Communication
time : 9am

Thursday: writing for the mass comm
time : 2pm

saturday: print media
time : 9am

END!!!!

HOLIDAY!!!!

Sunday 30 August 2009

surprise....

29/8

tonite hv an appointment with my 2nd family...song an told me tat hv to prepare by 8pm n he will come to fetch me n sin yun..ok..he came at 8.45..hehe..sudah biasa la...granpa ma...respect..hehe

9pm
song an came fetch me n sin yun..when we heading to hui ling's hse,song an keep say
"err,a lot ppl cant join..some of them go travel v family n so on" u noe la..how sad i am..when v reach hui ling's hse,v straight go to Station one to hv our dinner...v chat alot thr...bla bla bla...

10pm
sin yun suggest go watch movie,then song an n hui ling say okok..fine..sin yun say tat she wan to change her high heels to slipper..song an say ok,i fetch u bek then go fetch pcc...when i reach hme,i saw my hse all dark dark..i tot was my bro off the light..when v gonna open d door,v realize d door is unlock,and v found out pair of sandals..try to imagine tat..my house all dark,then sudd come out a pair of sandals..shit! my bro brin gurl gurl come bek?? oh my godness..quickly go in..sin yun try to switch on all the light but cant..wats wrong to the suis? then i heard some voice upstair,i shout..upstair got ppl..i feel scared n feel got theft rob in my hse..hiak hiak..suddenly got a lot of ppl come out from the room,sore room,upstair n sing..happy bdae song..how surprise am i..coz of im stupid n listen d 2 smart fellow said..ishhh...then,pcc said :'sorry,shiang yun,we dunno u come bek from kl,so v nvr buy ur cake.." then i say its ok..but i remembered my time is booked by song an d wor..how come they duno?? hehe..fine..after a few minutes,they sing bdae song again..im curious,tot no cake but y sing bdae song?? pcc laugh at me..i lie u wan la..gosh...they bought 2 cake actually..hehe...

12pm
go port klang yum cha...until 1.30am oni go bek..syok man..

P/s : i would like to thanks to u guyz..altot u cheat me but it was really really a big big surprise bdae party tat i nvr met b4..hehe..i really enjoy v u guyz...friendship means a lot to me n same goes to my family...thx again..

thx for : (from the oldest wan) hehe

choon vern
song an
wan chuin
mong szu
mong szu's bf
say yen
say huey
sheng han
chuey san
chee chong
hui ling

thx thx..

Congratulations !!!

Mission Complete !!!

Thursday 27 August 2009

My bdae

26/8

First,i would like tp thanks to my housemate and my coursemate.they organize a bade buffet party at my house..i was surprise because of their motivation..Before i start my topic..i hang out wit my classmate to KLCC,we watched G.I JOE,is awesome movie...well,after that,we sat outside of the garden and blow wind...hehe...after that,we went back...

when i reached home,my housemate's reaction like crazy..."wow,shiang yun..you come bek finally..where did u go this few days? we miss u so much" oh my godness...how touchin i am..hehe..actually im went bek hometown la...then i step into kitchen..i saw ah boon,ming chan,Shein,nikki,ah mui,wei lun,ting ting,winson was preparing for my bdae party..hmm..thanks..my dearest housemate..my bdade buffet party's is fried chicken,prawn,gu lu meat,vegetables,corn soup,tomyam soup and alot...thanks for the fried egg ming chan...hehe

then isaw allison was at my house,he reached early so he nid to help our master chef "ah boon"..huhu....Around 8 sumtin,my coursemate all comin..the ppl who came to my bdae party and i feel surprise was Brandon...really surprise..hehe..we start eating,joking,chit-chatting,playing...finish eating,we played games some kind like TRUE OR DARE...fooyoh,alot of things we do in this game..kissing,hugging,dancing,acting and alot...hehe..we played until shout la..getting crazy..hehe...

anyway,i want to thanks and the person who i appreciate so much that is ah boon and winson..their food is delicious..yummy..and of coz my housemate oso...then,my coursemate, allison,brandon,kent,agnes,charlie,pei wen and who else eh??? i forget their name..hehe...sorry my fren...thanks thanks n thanks..hehe

the last but noe least,thanks to my fren who wish me in message,facebook..thanks so much...

Thursday 20 August 2009

坚持

坚持。。。有这么容易做到吗? 比方说 :爱情?友情?学业?亲情?在这几个里面有哪个是可以坚持的呢?

爱情。。。喜欢一个人。。怕他生气,怕他跟女生靠得很接近,怕他有一天会离开。。喜欢他就要向他表白吗?喜欢他就要表示给他看吗?我不明白。。。

友情。。。是个不稳定的。。有时对你很好有时在背后说你。。真是不知怎么搞的?

学业。。。压力。。考试。。功课。。。等等

亲情。。。当然不会有事啦。。。




p/s : im thinking of u...seriously...

Sunday 16 August 2009

缘分

你们相信‘缘分’这两个字吗?

我很想要知道我们之间到底发生了什么事?为什么从好朋友的我们变成了你我都不认识的陌生人呢?到底发生了什么事?你我进进出出只能打招呼吧了吗?

一夜,我们只是在一夜之间变成了陌生人似的。。到底发生什么事呢?

缘分这两个字把我给弄得不清不楚。。

Saturday 15 August 2009

A+B+C

tis few weeks keep goin to sg.wang,times square...sienz d...i tot went thr i can juz window shoppping..but...no..i keep buy n buy n buy...gosh...hehe...final exam is around the corner...STRESS!!! =.="

hmm...talk bout my classmate....got three guys is always together...their slogan is da dou git git...pull n push sumore...haha...but...they really is funny n friendly guy...sumtimes go cafeteria eat n sumtimes go TBR...hehe....

well,congrate to my sis that she ady graduated in Master of Early Childhood Education...congrates my dearest sis...

Happy Bdae to YEE HONG and to all the human being who bdae in August...Including me,Agnes,Nicole...

Tuesday 4 August 2009

final exam

final exam is comin..im stress...i nid to start study d...but,there is stil a lot assignment hv to do...hmm..im wondering..i dun wan repeat..pls...pray for me...

coll's life is not easy as i think...coll is more pressure than coll...seriously..but,secondary skul is more fun...coll is fun..bcoz v can wear wat v wan....coll is more freedom than secondary...i dunno whether im takin in PR n the assignment is more than other course...all my frens told me tat PR is alot of assignment n presentation to do..yea,i agree wat my frens told me...

PR is good...can meet alot of frens...more bout social life..can communicate well...PR is d one who r more talkative..haha..i agree..hehe...

P/s: dear my all family,sorry that im had been rude tis fews month...hope u guyz can understand my situation...><

Thursday 30 July 2009

all the best

my fren who is call desmond was a DJ..he is goin to perform his first perfomance today..he is nervous coz tis is 1st time ma..hehe...

i cant do anythin for him..so,des..i wish u all the best ya...

one more queen...

why you always like tat wan? ask you to do sumthin and u say dunno..wat the fuck u noe? huh? im angry u noe..altot im not the leader..im d one member in ur group..but wat u had done? group assignment shud share n do together..but wat u say to me? ar,i dunno how to do o..fuck you!!! 1 word i dunno how to do can settle all the job? u nvr do when v discussing for our group's assignment..still told me,oh,if u all got anythin ask me to do,u msg me la..i say ok..but when i ask u to draw graph,u say i dunno..halo eh,graph oni leh..u nvr learn when u in secondary ar?

how many times d? may i noe how many group members in my group? 3 oni survive in my group u noe? u r not include in my group..im totally feel sad..disappointed..angry...

i nvr say o complain anythin bout u when u say i dunno to do assignment..but u repeat n reapeated..i really cant tahan ady...sorry coz im rude...

Tuesday 28 July 2009

Panda Eye

wey....i got panda eye d leh...assignment make me cant sleep...2 days no sleep more than 3 hours..today oso the same..nvr sleep at all....hmm.....

help me....

help me....

help me....

help me.....

help me....

Falling IN Love??

huh?? i sendiri oso dunno whether i got like u o not but in other ppl's eye,they can gv me a confirm answer say that both of us is fallin in love..is tat true??

i dunno...im not sure...i noe u r a good guy..altot u naughty and nonsence all the time when i do things..haha..hrmmm...im thinking if i really fallin in love to u then how...haha...

here is some classmate..lets me introduce...

class reps : Joyce Tan..She...is like to show off gal..i beh tahan..if u is a rich ppl u dun show it out.. do u noe some of our classmate is poor? but...still got but...u r too kind to help BOY..not GIRL..tis is d one i dun like..do u noe u make all of us get 0 mark in our assignment? do u tot v r happy coz u help us to do? NO!! u r wrong...

My Best Buddy In My Class

Ka Mei : she is quite nice, friendly, talkative..haha.....but some of d time when lecturer is talking,she will ask wat lecturer talking about..haha..

Simon : this guyz...hmm..always late come for class..everytime nid us to mornin call him then oni he wan to wake up..he is funny,cute..hmm...likes to disturb ppl all the time..

Desmond : DJ..wow..yea..he is DJ Lunatik..u heard b4? of coz not..haha..hmm..he ar...quite nice and modern guyz..his hair..wow..cool man..haha..ermm..cames from english educated backgrounds and we call him as banana..haha..he will go spinnin soon..wish him gud luck ba..

Jia Wei : he is quite Dan Chun..haha..everytime wat we do or act,he will do when we finish acting..then we sure laughing at him..aiya..he is funny guy..he is goog,always kena panggil by class reps to do assignment..pity him..alrite..tis 4 ppl was my best buddy in my class..

Shinn : He is quite arrogant when ppl talk to him o ask him question..i hate tis kind of ppl..he just simply answer u or nvr answer u at all...

Jolin,Wei Chuen : both of them is buddy..come to coll together n go bek together...both of them is brother..haha..im not means tat they got blood relationship lo..is tat kind of 'brother'..

Chia Boon,Jc : dunno whether they is lesbian o not..suspecting..haha..

Cindy, Seto, Shinki, Enn Enn : tis 4 gals is like uhu gum paste together..cindy is the most beautiful gal in my class..hehe..4 of them is ok ok la..can talk,can go shoppin together gather..hehe

Selin,Jia Uei : tis two gals gv me a lot of bad impression..i dun like them so much...wat to do? one of them is in my group..i cant do anythin..i hv to faced them for dunno how many years..hmm..i hv to tahan n tahan..

B5 (D)
1. Desmond Tan
2.Shiang Yun
3.Ka Mei
4.Selin

tis is my group members.i think i wan to change my group next sem.. my group for next sem is.... ta da..

B5(D)
1.Simon
2.Jia Wei
3.Desmond
4.Shiang Yun
5.Ka Mei

haha..best buddy in one group..hehe..

may my dreams come true.. my bdae wishes..huhu..

always the same

haiz..y always do d same things? assignment...assignment....assignment...

why? no others thing to do again ar?

im overnite at my fren;s house tonite and tis is d 2nd time i was here...haiz..

assignment no fun at all...sienz....

Monday 20 July 2009

c2pid ms yau

fucking assignment make all of us so tension and 2 days never sleep..wat the fuck..make us so tired..damn,diu..

everyone is busying v ur assignment,u tot v oni got ur assignment?? we still have others assignment to submit u noe? still say none of ur business..hell..

mind mapping,n ur fucking 2 assignment,others assignment..

v r angrying u noe?

beg u to extend deadline but u not allow...shit..

my coll life+presentation











take wherever,whenever we free..haha..some of the photo is my presentation


bon odori














i went to bon odori on last sat..is quite awesome event n v all enjoy dancing there..haha..here are some photo that we snap

im tired

im tired to do assignment ady...very sienz...how come an assignment have to do until 100 pages ++..im damn pressure..wondering whether can finish before wednesday o not..deadline is near.


planning to overnite at fren's house to rush my assignment...hmm..

may god bless me...i must finish my assignment before wednesday...

Monday 6 July 2009

y so suek??

i buy soya bean n char sao bao as my lunch today...d lorry is under the tree...

when i gonna take out my money,d stupid,suck,bird farlt shit above my hair...

shit..is shit...gosh..i9 years old n tis is d first time i kena shit...walao...y like tat..

i quickly wash my hair..luckily nobody noe..haha...

haiz...

eason chan's live band

3rd of july

i went to eason chan's live band concert..i queue up at 6pm..guess how long oni i can go in? 2 hours ++..stand for 5hours++..swt..leg pain...sore throat..coz i shout ma..haha..

yan wan qian is there oso..u noe dao fu pok? he is there oso..hahha

eason chan is so handsome,chubby..haha..he is cute...acting...singing..pro man..muahaha...

around 10 sumthin,went bek lo..coz hor i shout sampai lapar..muahaha..

im happy coz i can see eason chan in my coll..wow...cool..

Tuesday 30 June 2009

who r u?

u tot u r the class reps then u can suka suka order people to do tis n tat? r u OKU? u duno to do urself ar? even ur stuff oso nid people to do 4 u..u order people then they wil help u do..but for me? u wait n wait..if u order me i sure argue v u...u try n see..

how dare u r to ask ppl to do v u..u got hand got leg but dun wan do urself..do u noe that almost in our classmate hate u?? because of ur attitude..u juz help BOY and not GIRL..when v(gal) face problem, u sure say wait..but finally,u nvr explain to us and always keep talking v guyz...wat a suck class reps..shit..

Sunday 28 June 2009

am i???

am i a bz gurl?? am i??


y all my frenz say tat im a very ba gal..hmm..im not mean my family..hehe..


sorry la,coz i really got alot assignment to do..latest assignment haven start do,another assignment is ady in my hand..so sorry lo..


i feel tat study at KTAR is quite tension..no wonder their motto is effortable,education and dunno wat..haha..dun bother to the lame motto..

i wish i can graduate as fast as i can..

i wish i won fail in my exam...


i wish.....

i wish....

i wish....

i wish....

i wish....



my dreams come true.. o mi to fo...

Saturday 27 June 2009

busying..busying..busying..

tis week is d worse week to me..haiz...got a lot alot thing to do..haiz..

attend hui ling bdae today..happy bdae to u again..

H1N1..avoid..my coll start got ppl wear face mask d..i heard got student sudah kena..takut o..haha

careful to all my belove fren..

+u shiang yun..

Thursday 18 June 2009

exam..

next week exam d..but i still busy with my assignment..swt..

i wondering whether tis week wan to go bek klang o not...coz i got alot things to do..lazy to go bek..y i wonder whether wan to go bek o dun wan is becoz i wan go eat ho liao tis sun..coz my cousin's wedding...hehe.. u noe la..life at kl..everyday mamak..sienz...

i wan faster done my assignment n revision for exam next week...

Saturday 13 June 2009

assignment

6 assignment hv to start now..all make me crazy..sick now..hope i can cope my study as well..

deadline is tis comin wed..i juz done d oni one assignment..coz of d stupid teacher juz gv us 3 days to do 6 assignment..crazy..

monday got to discuss with my group members....

sienz...

Wednesday 10 June 2009

lack of oxygen

juz finish presentation,assignment comin..not enough time for me to rest...i hv 3 assignment in one time n pass up in one time oso..gosh...damn rush man..

my brain gonna burn..think n think n think..yerr..y? y? y?

faster graduate n come out to working..muahaha..earn much money...

gambateh la..wat to do...

Thursday 4 June 2009

well done..

today....is a day tat i dun wan to accept..u noe y?? coz today is my presentation day...muahaha...yesterday sleep at 3 sumthin coz always keep thinking my presentation n i feel damn nervous..

8am
teacher came in...my heart beat..lu dup..lu dup...wakao...scare,nervous,stomach ache...all in one..hehe..

i start my presentation..a hem,gud mornin everyone..i would like to introduce my group members...bla bla bla..hehe...finally i end my presentation..

wat a result i get?? huhu..perfect? well done?? good job??

yeah...i get a gud result from teacher...all is gud job..well done..wow...haha..i noe..do all tis thing wil get balas..yeah...happy happy happy..huhu

now waiting for another claz..til 5pm...dunno wat to do then i go to C.I.T lab online n update my blog..hehe..

Tuesday 2 June 2009

all in one time

tis week is d 2nd week for my class...n d worse week for me...hehe...y? coz....i hv 3 different subject assignment to do..1 presentation on tis fri..i got to memorize all the stuff tat my group prepare....gosh...its around 10 pages tat i hv 2 memorize...everybody ask me..y u dun wan while see d paper while present? i answer..if i hold d paper i wil get low mark,if i memorize all the thing n juz say out i can get high marks..so..which one u wan?? i asked back..

im busying v my assignment now...headache...finish done assignment,mid term exam comin..

no time to play,

no time to watch movie,

no time to shopping..haiz...

all tis is rushing,rushing,rushing..

pray for me...hehe..gambateh..

p/s: thanks desmond^^

Tuesday 26 May 2009

change....

ppl...change easily...wat u say b4 u ady forget..finally i realise wat i done so much to u all,no matter wat im bz for i stil help u guyz to solve problem..but wat i get?? did i get any salary from u all? did u all treat me eat for appreciate me? NO!!! my result is ZERO!!! i ask myself..u guyz nrv do anythin 2 me b4 but y i wan to do for u guyz?? wat is the point?? i nvr request for anything but................haiz....

in my mind,i was angry,sad n so on...waste my time,waste my money n my energy oni...

i tan shiang yun,won do anything to u guyz d...sendiri punya hal sendiri gao dim..no nid ask me..no nid ask permission from me...u juz do it

gambateh! shiang yun

Monday 25 May 2009

谢谢 您

谢谢您的帮忙..谢谢您..

麻烦您了,要您放学了过后赶过来..

我以万分的谢意来感恩您...

Sunday 24 May 2009

u stupid....

i finally noe wat a f*** person are u...i nvr tot tat u is tat kind of ppl..seen u like to argue v me...fine..

1st..i ady tel u tat im bz for one week n i cant pick up all the call even messaging...u nvr think y i reply ur msg at midnite..but u?? always call me n come to disturb...stil say me im is a unresponsible gal..wat the fuck u say..i relly angry v tat..u nvr check b4 n u come to scold me..

2nd..u dun like ppl to stab behind u..but u?? owis stab ppl behind us..tot v dun noe?? i noe ur attitude same like gal..n v treat u as.......................!!!

3rd..my granpa admitted to hospital is accident..n u stil say me is an unresponsible ppl..pls la...wat the fuck u said?? u tot i purpose let my grandapa admit to hospital?? crazy ar u??

4th..i nvr say bad thing bout u..but u?? im not a bad gal as u think k?? u r small gas n pls la....i nvr ever wan to argue v u but u wan me to argue v me izzit? i ady done my job to u but u stil wan to complain tis n tat...come on...u r guy k...show n prove it...

5th..yesterday v meetin n ask stil got any pro v each others..u say no..but after dismiss?? u stab behind us...u is small ppl u noe ar?? like to spread us....i juz nid all of ur coperate n u?? like a big gangster..

6th..d duty roster...y duty roster oso is my fault meh?? i totally disappointed to all of u...really..seriously...i plan to move out....i wan to quarantin in one room...

7th..ah boon..im not using ur pc to watch movie..i juz wan to check mail n y u wan to make tis thing become so..............haiz...i dun noe wat to say...

to my big family n all of my fren...sorry coz im rude..but im sad...really..i wan to hug u all n cry out...i nid support from u all.......

Tuesday 19 May 2009

save.......

i realise....money is hard to earn..

i realise....money is suddenly not enough for me to spend..

y i say like tat? becoz now im stay outside,eat outside,study at d most popular coll n the expenses at here is high...

from now on,i have to learn how to safe money n my expenses is enough for one month..all tis is important for me..rental fees for condo,room,bill water,bill electric,bill streamyx n so on...alot alot things...

god...pray for me....

orientation..

18/5

i went to orientation today...i went thr v my housemate..once i reached thr,long queue n d whether is damn hot..sweating...

after i get my file,t-shirt n all the thing.then i go toilet n change d t-shirt tat coll gave...then go to d skul hall n v a seat..

11am
d emcee start to talk..welcome to all the freshmen...is us..is us..v r all the freshmen..hehe..then d emcee ask...which skul u in? v nvr ans n v juz keep quiet..act v is from skul of social science n humanities...short form is call ssh...not sssh..haha...

12pm
mengumunkan ketibaan yg amat bahagia..dato seri ong kah ting...deng deng deng deng........haha...he hor..huiyo...v feel tired is bcoz of him...coz hor..he talk for 45mins n v play hp for 45 mins...quite long...finally,he say thank q..all of us clap the hand..haha

1pm
my course's lecturer gv us a talk...he say..y the thief wan to rope ur thing?? he say,one day,he saw a guy walk n walk to skul,far from him the thief can saw him..u noe y? bcoz har,d guy listen to a ipod n while walkin while messaging..n his hp is cost rm2000 sumthin..the thief think owh..money is comin...he is rich.,.he got so many money..then his thing rope by the thief..haha..very cold rite??

2pm
the talk is end n v go for a walk around coll....

3pm
finally i can go bek

7pm
go out v housemate n go to eat dinner...v talk alot fun thr..

9pm
all of us sit at livin room n keep talkin til 12 sumthin..

1am
sum of them feel hungry then v go down n hv a drink..my eye is almost close...sien...

gudnite....haha

Saturday 16 May 2009

new life..

16/5

i move to kl d..new house,new environment,new roomate,new housemate everythin is new..hehe..hmm..i brin my pillow n all the thing to new house..my new hse is at tmn melati..17 floor..damn high..haha..but is cold..

i got alot secret o...bout my housemate..haha..kai huey..i tel u next time when i meet u ya..haha

i hope i can communicate well v my roomate n housemate..

i hope i can done all the thing i had set up..

i hope i can study well n get gud result..

i hope i can earn many money n brin my family go travel..

i hope i can keep contact v my big family..

everything i hope..........may my dream comes true...

celebrating bdae

15/5

i went to kl tis morning..coz wan to get my key from the hse owner..i wanna go to study d...hmm..then i went to mid valley with kai huey n kee min..haha..enjoying our time..huhu..then went bek at 4 sumthin..

8pm
going celebrate bdae v choon vern n pcc..happy bdae..v talk alot thr n hv fun thr..then go to hui ling hse to blow the candle..fu.....haha...near to 12am..go bek lo..thanks song an,hui ling n all my big family..thanks for wishing me..n my buddy kai huey..thanks...remember come find me...haha

Wednesday 13 May 2009

Wat the ****

y am i so angry?

WHY?

no point i angry for u..but y u owis wan me to repeat my answer? repeat n repeat..waste my energy to talk to u..i feel regret to rent room for u..u is a guy..but for me? u is a gurl..y i say like tis? becoz whem im ady do decision n i inform u,u sure keep askin n askin..very FAN u noe ar?

pls la..when i say wat day i will go then i sure go..dun keep askin me d..k? i sudah beh tahan liao..if u stil keep ask me..i sure scold u til .......................i song..haha..

Monday 11 May 2009

准备读书去咯。。

时间过得真快。。下个星期开学了。。我也要搬家了。。要快快找朋友出来聚会一下。。哈哈。。要不然我不知道我几时回来。。嘻嘻。。

现在在忙着买衣服,鞋子,衣橱,书桌等等。。

祝福我吧。。

不负责任??

谁不负责任?我吗?

哇靠,你这句话就可以说我不负责任吗?你知道当时的我是多么的想打电话去骂你吗?喜欢喜欢就讲不负责任。。请你再还没搞清楚前别这样说可以吗?你这样会让人讨厌你。。你知道吗?

我已经跟你说过。。这几天我是真得很得空,连要跟朋友讲个电话都不能更何况是你这么一小只的蚂蚁。。说过星期一让你知道,你却偏偏一直打电话来烦我。。跟你说过我不得空你却一直打来。。我不得空。。明白吗?

你以为你一个当中间人吗?难道我不是吗?叫你们去打扫你们却说。。哦,我不能。。你放狗屁啦。。你简直是欠人打的咯!你过母亲节过得不开心难道我就开心吗? 现在高兴了吧?说过星期一给你知道。。都给你知道了,高兴了hor?

还有,我很强调的就是,请你别再随便的加新人进来了。。你以为要加就加吗?请你问个清楚才来答应你的朋友!!!

CTC Exam+ Blood Donation

10/5/09

i woke up at 6am,finish do all my stuff i fetch cc to go to hq,then i go fetch my fren n go to temple..

8am
i waitin for the ppl open the door,coz they say 8am muz reach temple..ok lo,when i reach thr,nobody at thr then i sit in the car n wait lo..wait til 8.45am they oni come to open the door..walao,now oni open i almost fallin asleep d lo..

9am
doctor n nurse fron HTAR reach...they arrange all d stuff then the blood donation is start..huhu..i go fill up my form n go check see whether i can donate o not(coz last time i cannot donate..)finally,yeah..i can..i can donate..huhu..im scare,nervous..tis is my 1st time for the blood donation ma..doc allow me to donate 450ml..wa..too much..hehe..

10am
finish donation,i feel dizzy..feel wan to pengsan coz of the weather is too hot..i faster sit down n hv some milo..hehe..

1pm
i go hq..last day for CTC examination..hehe..err...i dun noe how to describe d..hehe..i jz noe the weather is very hot..haha..

5pm
go to duty at chempaka buddhist lodge..i go v pcc,jk,tn phuah n other 3 members..v go thr seem like go fun..coz hor..hehe..xboleh ckp..distance to walk is long..my leg hampir cramp..gosh..duty end at 10pm..got two monkey inside the ambulance..they tolak2 sampai jk's jamban bocor..haha..very funny..after reach hme fast2 go shower then sleep..coz im very2 tired..

p/s: to hk..sorry if im do mistake in ctc exam ya..hehe

Happy Wesak Days & CTC Exam

9/5/09

happy wesak day to all of u..

i hv to rush 2 place today..one is hq n another is temple..

i went to hq at 7.15am..first division registration time suppose is at 7.30am but delay n all the examiner was late..hk's face look like very bo song..exam start late..haiz

9am
i went to temple once reach 9am coz i ad promise them tat i will reach thr at 9 am sharp..thr hv charity sale on tat day..breakfast xmakan the go thr find soome food to eat..but the food almost finished when i wanna go buy n eat..fine lo..buy kuih eat..haha..

1pm
i went bek to hq again..nvr took my lunch n faster go bek to hq..hk's mood look ok n start smile n laughing..wakakak..then i sit in conference room n chit chattin..hehe..

7pm
last devision for today is STAJ..they waitin for their result till 7pm..hmm..its late..coz later still hv bbq party..bbq will start at 8pm..then i sent hui ling n pcc go bek..when i reached hme was 8 pm then i quickly go shower..finished shower,i went to fetch pcc again..coz he wan go his grandma's hse..

8pm
soon hong call me whr am i then i ans im otw bek then he say my hse din hv ppl n nobody open the door for may kim n jia jun..haha..i faster drive bek lo..hehe..paisei la..i oso dun wan like tat de ma..coz today is very rushing..

12am
bbq is end n thx for those who come n whom help me clean up all the stuff..hehe..aligato

1am
finish shower faster go sleep coz tomolo hv to wake up at 6am..T_T

Friday 8 May 2009

小事情

难道为了这一点小事我们之间的感情就会变吗?

为什么要这样呢?你不能把它看开点吗?

我实在很不明白为什么会这样。。

就这样算了吧。。

算了。。。

Wednesday 6 May 2009

今天就这样过。。

6/5/20009

今天早上去了法门寺,一到法门寺我的嘴巴就不停的开。。为什么叻?不要怀疑,我是太久没见好朋友才这样的。。一直讲话到不知道时间。。嘻嘻。。我知道你们一定会讲我一直吃。。吃。。吃。。对吧? 哈哈



然后叻,我就开始像一般的阿嫂去巴刹似的一直在那边选衣服和裤子。。哈哈。。为什么呢?我不能告诉你们,因为这是个秘密。。还有两个疯婆陪我一起选衣服。。哈哈。。



到了六点多,我妹就来了。然后就回家咯。。嘻嘻。。

变了吗?

真的变了吗?

真的吗?

为什么会这样呢?

为什么??

Wednesday 29 April 2009

happy mother days

happy mother days is coming....so...i would like to wish happy mother days to all of the mother in tis world..

especially for my mom..altot u had leave us for 1 year n 4 months..but u..is still inside my heart n u owis is d best..u survive in our's heart n will not forget u as well..hope u an stay happy at other world juz like d way when u alive..

happy mother days is comin..me n sis wan to wish u happy mother days n v love u so much..muacks...

packing...

packing?? where to go?? travel??

no..im packing my stuff coz im goin to study soon..i will move to kl n stay at thr..some feeling dun noe how 2 describe..hmm..1 is i cant come bek if i got many homework..2..i hv 2 leave my lovely.sweet,warm from my bed..hmm..

hey..juz go thr for few years k..dun upset..come on..u can made new frens thr..

gudbye my pillow..my bolster..my blanket..T_T..

Saturday 25 April 2009

再会了,我的朋友

在23/4/09,我的朋友也就是我的同事 已经辞职了。。很伤心,因为没人陪我谈天,陪我去99 market ,在skype谈天。。尤其是没人陪我谈心事。。心酸。。还记得我认识她的第一天,她很静。。美娟介绍她给我认识,她的名字叫凯惠。。她是个很健谈的女生也很开朗。。哈哈。。

在我们做工的地方,有喜,怒,哀,乐。。为什么会有这四种心情呢?因为。。。yanb啊,还有很多很多的同事会弄我们开心。。怒呢?就因为某些人咯。。不方便讲啦。。嘻嘻。。到了我们辞职的那一天,心情是有多么的不舍,伤心啊。。但凯惠要回时,我们上上下下都下楼去给她拥抱并祝福她有个更美好,光芒的前途。。凯惠。。感动吗?是不是有要哭的感觉叻?哈哈。。虽然我们对有些人不满,但还是要谢谢他们啦。。。

第一。。。

老板。。他呢。。我不会形容。。但也要谢谢他,因为他每天载我上班。。

慧韵。。她教我排版,让我有机会学习。。原来出一本书是不容易的。。还有有关大马佛教大 学 的一切。。

慧玲。。她呢。。人斯斯文文。。但不要小看她哦。。她可是顶级的记者啊。。哈哈。。

yanb。。她啊。。哈哈。。有好多的角色哦。有大象啦,蜜蜂啦,bb啦。。嘻嘻。。她也是个美术一级棒的‘女人’哈哈。。她教会我用A.I。。她。。就是她。。每天在喊3。3 咯。。哈哈

karel。。是个很喜欢往外跑的人。。sporting..谢谢帮我的一切。。

慧明。。我的邻居。。她的电脑时常lack。。她很喜欢猫头鹰。。因为她的朋友讲她像猫头鹰。。哈哈。。

男生。。祖阳,荣华,阿财,阿哥(云诚),朝晖。。谢谢你们。。

还有两个女生。。怎能忘了呢??就是美娟和凯惠咯。。她们啊。。做工时都要传纸条谈天啊。。哈哈。。

谢谢你们的照顾,如有那里做错呢。。就请多多包涵啦。。

Monday 20 April 2009

终于。。。结束了

忙了三天的清明法会,终于在昨天圆满结束了。。流了不少汗水的老菩萨,义工们在法会结束后就纷纷回去了。。也感谢诸位法师们的主法,您们辛苦了。。我们也关了门然后就回家了。。

第一天的法会是在星期五开始,有些信徒在最后一分钟才赶着来报名。。哇,我们很慌忙得快点记录名字等等。。法会开始了,由主法和尚上香,洒净。。大约九点多,法会就结束了。。主法和尚为信徒们开示。。结束。。

第二天的早上,我到了就享用我的早餐。。红豆水。。哇。。超好喝。。法会又开始了。。。直到了晚上。。。哈哈。。。当然是跟昨天一样啦。。

第三天了。。也就是法会的最后一天。。一到就快快吃早餐。。哈哈。。是薏米水。。但是这个薏米水是紫色的叻。。好喝。。好喝。。法会就到此结束啦。。哈哈。。

Friday 17 April 2009

pek chek arh....

haiz..tis fews day busying to find condo at Taman Melati,Taman Melati Utama,PV 10..haiz..

but....me n my fren(kai huey) sent around 50++ msg to all d house owner..but,they reply 'sorry,its occupied..' 'sorry,is rented out d'.. oh gosh..very sad de lo...

my class is start on 18/5/09..but now v haven got our house....sad..im wondering..i dun wan sleep at the street..haha...

i wan house..god r..buddha ar..pls..gv me a condo..i nid it..i appreciate it so much...pls..bo pi bo pi..

hehe..haiz..really pek chek..now oni realise tat wan to find hse is so so so so hard...haiz..headache..

Thursday 16 April 2009

Wise Advice 31条人生哲学

1.人之所以痛苦,在于追求错误的东西。

2.如果你不给自己烦恼,别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。 因为你自己的内心,你放不下。

3.好好的管教你自己,不要管别人。

4.你随时要认命,因为你是人。

5.这个世界本来就是痛苦的,没有例外的。

6.你什么时候放下,什么时候就没有烦恼。

7.每一种创伤,都是一种成熟。

8.当你烦恼的时候,你就要告诉你自己, 这一切都是假的,你烦恼什么?

9.根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁,如果有一条疯狗咬你一口, 难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗?

10.忌妒别人,不会给自己增加任何的好处。 忌妒别人,也不可能减少别人的成就。

11.永远不要浪费你的一分一秒,去想任何你不喜欢的人。

12.得不到的东西,我们会一直以为他是美好的,那是因为你对他了解太少,没有时间与他相处在一起。当有一天,你深入了解后,你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。

13.这个世间只有圆滑,没有圆满的。

14.不要刻意去猜测他人的想法,如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断,通常都会有错误的。

15.你要感谢告诉你缺点的人。

16.时间总会过去的,让时间流走你的烦恼吧!

17.不要因为小小的争执,远离了你至亲的好友,也不要因为小小的怨恨,忘记了别人的大恩。

18.感谢上苍我所拥有的,感谢上苍我所没有的。

19.当你手中抓住一件东西不放时,你只能拥有这件东西,如果你肯放手,你就有机会选择别的。

20.人的心若死执自己的观念,不肯放下,那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已。

21.如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天,那就是一种福气了。多少人在今天已经见不到明天的太阳,多少人在今天已经成了残废,多少人在今天已经失去了自由,多少人在今天已经家破人亡。

22.恶口永远不要出自于我们的口中,不管他有多坏,有多恶。你愈骂他,你的心就被污染了,你要想,他就是你的善知识。

23.你不要常常觉得自己很委曲,你应该要想,他对我这样已经很好了,这就是修行的功夫。

24.世界原本就不是属于你,因此你用不着抛弃,要抛弃的是一切的执著。万物皆为我所用,但非我所属。

25.学会用理解的,欣赏的眼光去看对方,而不是以自以为是的关心去管对方。

26.成熟的人不问过去;聪明的人不问现在;豁达的人不问未来。

27.发光并非太阳的专利,你也可以发光。

28.你可以用爱得到全世界,你也可以用恨失去全世界。

29.爱的力量大到可以使人忘记一切,却又小到连一粒嫉妒的沙石也不能容纳。

30.人总是珍惜未得到的,而遗忘了所拥有的。

31.如你想要拥有完美无暇的友谊,可能一辈子找不到朋友。

Sunday 12 April 2009

安息吧。。。。

一年快半个月了。。。

你们一定很奇怪为什么我会讲这个吧?

我想认识我的朋友都知道我妈妈已去世了。。我妈妈是在我中五那年去世的。。就在26.12.2007去世。。当时的我是从露营回来,带着心安不宁的心情飞车会去。。我一直在车想。。妈,你要坚持啊,我已经以最快的速度赶回去看你啊。。请你要坚持。。眼泪就不知不觉地流下了。。那天我就在医院里过圣诞节,但那并不重要,重要的是我妈。。晚上我就回去休息,轮到我姐姐照顾。。

但在第二天的早上,我爸爸打给我,并以低沉的语气来告诉我,妈妈已经没了。。我的眼泪马上流了下来,大声地哭。。妈咪。。。妈咪。。为什么?为什么会这样??那天几乎没精神也没胃口啊。。不久,妈妈的遗体就到我家。。当他们抬起妈妈的时候,我又哭了。。因为妈妈被很厚的被单包起来。。然后,我们不能碰触妈妈的遗体直到八个小时过后。。过了八个小时,我们才为妈妈换衣服等。。她的身体是如此的冷及带有重重的。。当我一边跟妈妈换衣服一边在想,从前就是妈妈跟我们穿衣服但是我呢?等到妈妈生病到去世才为她穿衣服,我是有多么的惭愧啊。。眼泪又流了下来。。换好衣服过后,他们就把妈妈的遗体放进一个又小,又窄的棺材里,妈妈又怎能躺的舒服呢?原本一个健康,年轻的妈妈是多么的享受生活,躺着一张大张的床。。但在她在里面时,我有多么的想装冷气在里面啊。。。那天的我是没睡觉的。。

来到了最后一天,那就是出殡的那天。。我是有多么的不舍让妈妈离开我们啊。。到了最后的几分钟,我快跑去妈妈身边仰慕啊。。眼泪流了。。心也不只怎样形容。。只好跟妈妈说。。妈妈,您安息吧。。别担心我们啊。。我和我妹哭得稀里哗啦。。毕竟我们是最小的嘛。。到了火葬地方。。时间到了,要把妈妈烧了。。要按钮了。。惨了,全场的人不断地流泪。。我们更不用说。。哭到没办法呼吸。。想要陪妈妈一起走。。但。。。。。。。。。。。。。
我只能跟妈妈说。。妈妈,您走好。。我们会照顾自己。。您别担心。。

我想要告诉你们。。请在妈妈在世时,好好的陪妈妈。。孝顺妈妈。。别等到妈妈去世时,才后悔莫及。。

为什么我会突然间写呢??因为我最近常被人诬赖。。指责。。我想与妈妈分享但不能。。妈妈是个很好的听者。。妈妈会永远在身边陪着我们。。所以,
请好好把握,别等到遗失了才要珍惜。。

又来了!!!

星期天你们在做些什么呢?

我想啊,你们应该是去拍拖,走街,看戏或在家睡觉吧??

我呢?星期天的我还得早早期床然后去上班啊。。天啊,哪有人在星期天上班呢?要做我要的东西也不能啊。。

就拿今天来讲好了。。我呢,一样带着平常的心情来上班。。但是。。那个他就把她叫到办公室里去。。然后两个就开始话题咯。。骂的骂,讲的讲,听的听。。我呢?当然是跑下去躲啦。。不过,我还是逃不过。。他跟她说我很得空,没东西做。。叫她给我东西做。。天啊,他哪只眼看到我没东西做啊?我的东西是要花时间来排及整理的啊,那像你说的啊。两天内你就可以把东西做好。。你别臭屁了啦。。如果你能把我的东西在两天内做完的话,才跟我讲啦。。我想你应该不知道在你背后有那么多的人讨厌你吧。。

还有啊,那笔钱我已讲了,不是我放也不是我的,请你别再乱乱骂好吗? 你很过分知道吗?喜欢喜欢就扣薪水。。又不是我的,为什么要乱乱扣我薪水了呢?你以为薪水很高吗?在给你扣下去就不用花了。。

看吧。。我的星期天的心情就这样毁了。。原本可以快快乐乐的过,但。。。。。。。我无话可说。。。T_T。。

试问以下哪有人的星期天是这样过的呢?

Saturday 11 April 2009

‘他’和‘她’

他和她在我心情低落时,陪我,鼓励我,支持我。。所以我才会走到现在。。谢啦

先说她先好了。。她可以说是我的排档,姐妹吧。。为什么呢?因为她和我的想法是一样的。。哈哈。。那天我被坏人臭骂了一顿,是她帮我倒数做工还剩几天,叫我继续做下去,别理他。。她是个属于可以谈心事的朋友,她会陪你,安慰你。。偶尔还会逗你笑。。不过我们很喜欢拿蟑螂和老鼠的口头禅来吓吓她。。哈哈。。是不是很坏叻?所以啊,她是个很好的排档。。谢谢你啦。。

他??是不是很奇怪叻?为什么我会告诉他我的东西叻?

嗯,要怎样讲呢?哈哈。。

他呢,是在我的生命里占了很大的空间。。所以我才会把我的事情告诉他。。我没想到我所说的事情会令他感到生气和带有一点的感动吧?哈哈。。他也是一直在我身旁里陪我,他把我从伤心带到快乐。。谢谢啦。。

所以啊,我特别要谢谢他,她们咯。。我爱你们!!!哈哈哈哈。。

还有,还有。。我的‘哥哥’

为什么呢?因为他也是我的发泄子弹。。当我伤心或有事情时,我哥哥就会开导我,并弄我开心。。不过,我很久没找他了,因为他有了她,所以我不能时常添麻烦给他,要不然啊,她会来找我@#%&@#$%。。就惨了。。哈哈。。。谢谢哥。。。

Wednesday 8 April 2009

以前??现在??

以前跟现在有什么分别?

为什么你总是要让人讨厌你?逃避你?为什么?你总是喜欢拿你的双硕士学位来跟我们比。。你要我们跟你的步骤去走,但是你有想过以前的你跟现在的我们有很大的不同吗?现在的我们有自己的想法而不是死死跟着你的步骤去执行。

你知道我有多么的不甘心到那里做吗?只是因为某些人的请求所以我才去罢了!你以为我喜欢每天给你讲,给你骂吗?我是百千万亿的不愿意你知道吗?

你不知我做的东西是多他的好几倍,但你却说我没做东西!这句话有多伤你知道吗?一本书有那么的多面,你却说我用了很长的时间到现在还没完成,但你知除了那本书,我还有很多东西做吗?他只是打稿罢了,用的时间比我久,做的东西比我少你并没骂他反而来骂我!!!当时的我几想跑出去哭你知道吗?

每当我很忙时,很多人就叫我做这做那,为什么他那么得空不叫他帮忙呢?他只会回你一句“har,我不得空,可以不要吗”?但你知道当他讲不得空而不帮忙的时候的他在做些什么吗?你不知道,因为他很会做戏!!难道一句不得空就可以不用帮忙的吗?

是你老了,时代不一样了,常常说我们老。。请你搞清楚是谁年轻,是谁老。。昨天,你叫我进去办公室,突然就这样丢一笔钱在桌上,然后问我为什么我乱放钱在桌上?当时的我站在那边想,我已经把钱交给有关的人,然后抽屉里是已经没钱了,但你却指责那笔钱是我放的。这是什么歪理啊?在还没把事情搞清楚就乱乱指责我,骂我,无赖我,你知道我的眼泪快流出来了吗?我承受的压力,工作是比他多好几倍,受骂比他多!!!不公平!!!

我实在是不知道怎样形容!!!我完完全全的伤透了心。我没力气也没那个精神放在工作上了!是你!!是你!!!

我已无话可说,我只能说的是,在你还没把真相搞清楚前,请别乱乱把我叫进去办公室骂的像狗一样!人的忍耐是有限度的!还有,你总是很喜欢拿以前跟现在比。那如果有以前,我要我妈妈活过来能吗?你知道没妈妈的生活是有多么的辛苦,伤心吗?有心事不能与妈妈分享只能收藏在心里。那是多么的痛苦你知道吗?请你别再拿以前来跟现在比了!!!

especially to my oni brother(goo),
sorry for din tell u ,coz i noe i will cry if i tell u yesterday..but i really nid u to borrow me ur ear..sis really nid tat..another thing,sis noe ur gf will angry if sis keep msg v bro..tats y sis never call bro when sis got problem..sorry bro..

Tuesday 7 April 2009

敢问路在何方?

生路,怎么走?

有人说:条条道路通罗马?
也有人说:路是双脚踏出来的。

尽管人生路形形色色,有正路也有歪路;有崎岖,也有平平直直,有狭小也有宽广。有人一生辛勤奋发,抱着美好的美梦,走在人生平坦的大道上;有人一生靠投机取巧的手段,于是走上人生的不归路,回头难。

凡是正派,路一定是正直的。凡是缺德的事,不走正路,偏取邪径,最终一定自食其果,掉入暗无天日的邪路。

人的一生,有顺境也有逆境,当你走上顺境的大道上,勇敢向前,道行无碍,顺畅。然而,当你走上狭路时,到处阻碍,崎岖难行,举步艰难。

世间路,只要心是光明磊落,因缘将带领我们建设美满路径,正知正见,正思维。所以凡事,要凭自己的智慧做出最明确的抉择。众多之路,究竟要走那条路呢?

选择或开创,全凭自己的决心。

敢问,路在何方?

路在脚下!!!

basic love...

basic love??

wat is tat??

haha,is movie..i went to watch movie yesterday which is called BASIC LOVE..

curious i go v who?? of coz v my fren la..v kai huey,hui ming,carrot,joo yong,yong wah n zhau hui..

but...a bit regret to go v the guy..coz v r late to go in..the more terribble thing is joo yong n yong wah..when the story is touching,they make laugh in cinema..coz inside the cinema oni got us n other 2 audience..haha..when the movie romantic,they act wat the actor n actress do..OMG!! they really make trouble inside..haha..

but nvrm la,they 2 really like tat when working..haha

finish watching whr im go??

of coz is...........go bek sleep la....haha

No qualified?

wat a damn word is tis?

NO QUALIFIED?

u tot oni u can study double degree n v cant? HELLO!!! ur age is double among us,how come u want to take ur stuff n talk to me? no such thing in my life k..ur stuff is NONE OF MY BUSINESS...

but y?

why?

why u wan to tell me all the things..somemore our teenager's thinking is different v u..n pls la,dun ever take some ppl to show off k..tats ur level n not us..

whr got ppl wan to follow ur way n do work? if like tat,im sure oni 1 day i came to work then i will resign..

i noe u can do everythin wat v do..BUT,U noe to say but dunno to do..giv an example..a project shub be done 1 weeks,but u say 'aiya,tis work y do so long,giv me 1 day can finish d'..Hallo,do u think b4?? the project is v do n NOT U!!!! if u say easily,u come to work la.. bull shit..(sorry,coz im rude)

u noe ar,patient for 1 ppl is limit..but nvrm,i will resign end of tis month..i dun wan to tahan ur ............... anymore....

im sad..im regret..T_T

Sunday 5 April 2009

amy's bdae

today i take half day...coz...qing ming..





after tat,i fell asleep til 6 sumthin oni wake up..





i cal wan chuin n ask her to come out yam cha,but she told me tat she is celebratin amy's bdae at sentosa..then i go join them lol..when im otw go sentosa,suddenly heavy rain,then i slow down my car..






when i reach thr,i shock coz the aircond is damn cold like hell..really..





y? y celebrate at thr?





coz.....sentosa's kfc is special n v booked a room which is a triangle shape..oni us is inside..haha..but i stil wan to complain coz the aircond is really really cold...





v start eat,chit chattin,playing...wat game v play? haha..its uno..hehe





around 10 sumthin,amy had blow her cake..let u all see d photo..how funny is she..