change....

ppl...change easily...wat u say b4 u ady forget..finally i realise wat i done so much to u all,no matter wat im bz for i stil help u guyz to solve problem..but wat i get?? did i get any salary from u all? did u all treat me eat for appreciate me? NO!!! my result is ZERO!!! i ask myself..u guyz nrv do anythin 2 me b4 but y i wan to do for u guyz?? wat is the point?? i nvr request for anything but................haiz....

in my mind,i was angry,sad n so on...waste my time,waste my money n my energy oni...

i tan shiang yun,won do anything to u guyz d...sendiri punya hal sendiri gao dim..no nid ask me..no nid ask permission from me...u juz do it

gambateh! shiang yun

谢谢 您

谢谢您的帮忙..谢谢您..

麻烦您了,要您放学了过后赶过来..

我以万分的谢意来感恩您...

u stupid....

i finally noe wat a f*** person are u...i nvr tot tat u is tat kind of ppl..seen u like to argue v me...fine..

1st..i ady tel u tat im bz for one week n i cant pick up all the call even messaging...u nvr think y i reply ur msg at midnite..but u?? always call me n come to disturb...stil say me im is a unresponsible gal..wat the fuck u say..i relly angry v tat..u nvr check b4 n u come to scold me..

2nd..u dun like ppl to stab behind u..but u?? owis stab ppl behind us..tot v dun noe?? i noe ur attitude same like gal..n v treat u as.......................!!!

3rd..my granpa admitted to hospital is accident..n u stil say me is an unresponsible ppl..pls la...wat the fuck u said?? u tot i purpose let my grandapa admit to hospital?? crazy ar u??

4th..i nvr say bad thing bout u..but u?? im not a bad gal as u think k?? u r small gas n pls la....i nvr ever wan to argue v u but u wan me to argue v me izzit? i ady done my job to u but u stil wan to complain tis n tat...come on...u r guy k...show n prove it...

5th..yesterday v meetin n ask stil got any pro v each others..u say no..but after dismiss?? u stab behind us...u is small ppl u noe ar?? like to spread us....i juz nid all of ur coperate n u?? like a big gangster..

6th..d duty roster...y duty roster oso is my fault meh?? i totally disappointed to all of u...really..seriously...i plan to move out....i wan to quarantin in one room...

7th..ah boon..im not using ur pc to watch movie..i juz wan to check mail n y u wan to make tis thing become so..............haiz...i dun noe wat to say...

to my big family n all of my fren...sorry coz im rude..but im sad...really..i wan to hug u all n cry out...i nid support from u all.......

save.......

i realise....money is hard to earn..

i realise....money is suddenly not enough for me to spend..

y i say like tat? becoz now im stay outside,eat outside,study at d most popular coll n the expenses at here is high...

from now on,i have to learn how to safe money n my expenses is enough for one month..all tis is important for me..rental fees for condo,room,bill water,bill electric,bill streamyx n so on...alot alot things...

god...pray for me....

orientation..

18/5

i went to orientation today...i went thr v my housemate..once i reached thr,long queue n d whether is damn hot..sweating...

after i get my file,t-shirt n all the thing.then i go toilet n change d t-shirt tat coll gave...then go to d skul hall n v a seat..

11am
d emcee start to talk..welcome to all the freshmen...is us..is us..v r all the freshmen..hehe..then d emcee ask...which skul u in? v nvr ans n v juz keep quiet..act v is from skul of social science n humanities...short form is call ssh...not sssh..haha...

12pm
mengumunkan ketibaan yg amat bahagia..dato seri ong kah ting...deng deng deng deng........haha...he hor..huiyo...v feel tired is bcoz of him...coz hor..he talk for 45mins n v play hp for 45 mins...quite long...finally,he say thank q..all of us clap the hand..haha

1pm
my course's lecturer gv us a talk...he say..y the thief wan to rope ur thing?? he say,one day,he saw a guy walk n walk to skul,far from him the thief can saw him..u noe y? bcoz har,d guy listen to a ipod n while walkin while messaging..n his hp is cost rm2000 sumthin..the thief think owh..money is comin...he is rich.,.he got so many money..then his thing rope by the thief..haha..very cold rite??

2pm
the talk is end n v go for a walk around coll....

3pm
finally i can go bek

7pm
go out v housemate n go to eat dinner...v talk alot fun thr..

9pm
all of us sit at livin room n keep talkin til 12 sumthin..

1am
sum of them feel hungry then v go down n hv a drink..my eye is almost close...sien...

gudnite....haha

new life..

16/5

i move to kl d..new house,new environment,new roomate,new housemate everythin is new..hehe..hmm..i brin my pillow n all the thing to new house..my new hse is at tmn melati..17 floor..damn high..haha..but is cold..

i got alot secret o...bout my housemate..haha..kai huey..i tel u next time when i meet u ya..haha

i hope i can communicate well v my roomate n housemate..

i hope i can done all the thing i had set up..

i hope i can study well n get gud result..

i hope i can earn many money n brin my family go travel..

i hope i can keep contact v my big family..

everything i hope..........may my dream comes true...

celebrating bdae

15/5

i went to kl tis morning..coz wan to get my key from the hse owner..i wanna go to study d...hmm..then i went to mid valley with kai huey n kee min..haha..enjoying our time..huhu..then went bek at 4 sumthin..

8pm
going celebrate bdae v choon vern n pcc..happy bdae..v talk alot thr n hv fun thr..then go to hui ling hse to blow the candle..fu.....haha...near to 12am..go bek lo..thanks song an,hui ling n all my big family..thanks for wishing me..n my buddy kai huey..thanks...remember come find me...haha

Wat the ****

y am i so angry?

WHY?

no point i angry for u..but y u owis wan me to repeat my answer? repeat n repeat..waste my energy to talk to u..i feel regret to rent room for u..u is a guy..but for me? u is a gurl..y i say like tis? becoz whem im ady do decision n i inform u,u sure keep askin n askin..very FAN u noe ar?

pls la..when i say wat day i will go then i sure go..dun keep askin me d..k? i sudah beh tahan liao..if u stil keep ask me..i sure scold u til .......................i song..haha..

准备读书去咯。。

时间过得真快。。下个星期开学了。。我也要搬家了。。要快快找朋友出来聚会一下。。哈哈。。要不然我不知道我几时回来。。嘻嘻。。

现在在忙着买衣服，鞋子，衣橱，书桌等等。。

祝福我吧。。

不负责任？？

谁不负责任？我吗？

哇靠，你这句话就可以说我不负责任吗？你知道当时的我是多么的想打电话去骂你吗？喜欢喜欢就讲不负责任。。请你再还没搞清楚前别这样说可以吗？你这样会让人讨厌你。。你知道吗？

我已经跟你说过。。这几天我是真得很得空，连要跟朋友讲个电话都不能更何况是你这么一小只的蚂蚁。。说过星期一让你知道，你却偏偏一直打电话来烦我。。跟你说过我不得空你却一直打来。。我不得空。。明白吗？

你以为你一个当中间人吗？难道我不是吗？叫你们去打扫你们却说。。哦，我不能。。你放狗屁啦。。你简直是欠人打的咯！你过母亲节过得不开心难道我就开心吗? 现在高兴了吧？说过星期一给你知道。。都给你知道了，高兴了hor?

还有，我很强调的就是，请你别再随便的加新人进来了。。你以为要加就加吗？请你问个清楚才来答应你的朋友！！！

CTC Exam+ Blood Donation

10/5/09

i woke up at 6am,finish do all my stuff i fetch cc to go to hq,then i go fetch my fren n go to temple..

8am
i waitin for the ppl open the door,coz they say 8am muz reach temple..ok lo,when i reach thr,nobody at thr then i sit in the car n wait lo..wait til 8.45am they oni come to open the door..walao,now oni open i almost fallin asleep d lo..

9am
doctor n nurse fron HTAR reach...they arrange all d stuff then the blood donation is start..huhu..i go fill up my form n go check see whether i can donate o not(coz last time i cannot donate..)finally,yeah..i can..i can donate..huhu..im scare,nervous..tis is my 1st time for the blood donation ma..doc allow me to donate 450ml..wa..too much..hehe..

10am
finish donation,i feel dizzy..feel wan to pengsan coz of the weather is too hot..i faster sit down n hv some milo..hehe..

1pm
i go hq..last day for CTC examination..hehe..err...i dun noe how to describe d..hehe..i jz noe the weather is very hot..haha..

5pm
go to duty at chempaka buddhist lodge..i go v pcc,jk,tn phuah n other 3 members..v go thr seem like go fun..coz hor..hehe..xboleh ckp..distance to walk is long..my leg hampir cramp..gosh..duty end at 10pm..got two monkey inside the ambulance..they tolak2 sampai jk's jamban bocor..haha..very funny..after reach hme fast2 go shower then sleep..coz im very2 tired..

p/s: to hk..sorry if im do mistake in ctc exam ya..hehe

Happy Wesak Days & CTC Exam

9/5/09

happy wesak day to all of u..

i hv to rush 2 place today..one is hq n another is temple..

i went to hq at 7.15am..first division registration time suppose is at 7.30am but delay n all the examiner was late..hk's face look like very bo song..exam start late..haiz

9am
i went to temple once reach 9am coz i ad promise them tat i will reach thr at 9 am sharp..thr hv charity sale on tat day..breakfast xmakan the go thr find soome food to eat..but the food almost finished when i wanna go buy n eat..fine lo..buy kuih eat..haha..

1pm
i went bek to hq again..nvr took my lunch n faster go bek to hq..hk's mood look ok n start smile n laughing..wakakak..then i sit in conference room n chit chattin..hehe..

7pm
last devision for today is STAJ..they waitin for their result till 7pm..hmm..its late..coz later still hv bbq party..bbq will start at 8pm..then i sent hui ling n pcc go bek..when i reached hme was 8 pm then i quickly go shower..finished shower,i went to fetch pcc again..coz he wan go his grandma's hse..

8pm
soon hong call me whr am i then i ans im otw bek then he say my hse din hv ppl n nobody open the door for may kim n jia jun..haha..i faster drive bek lo..hehe..paisei la..i oso dun wan like tat de ma..coz today is very rushing..

12am
bbq is end n thx for those who come n whom help me clean up all the stuff..hehe..aligato

1am
finish shower faster go sleep coz tomolo hv to wake up at 6am..T_T

小事情

难道为了这一点小事我们之间的感情就会变吗？

为什么要这样呢？你不能把它看开点吗？

我实在很不明白为什么会这样。。

就这样算了吧。。

算了。。。

今天就这样过。。

6/5/20009

今天早上去了法门寺，一到法门寺我的嘴巴就不停的开。。为什么叻？不要怀疑，我是太久没见好朋友才这样的。。一直讲话到不知道时间。。嘻嘻。。我知道你们一定会讲我一直吃。。吃。。吃。。对吧？ 哈哈



然后叻，我就开始像一般的阿嫂去巴刹似的一直在那边选衣服和裤子。。哈哈。。为什么呢？我不能告诉你们，因为这是个秘密。。还有两个疯婆陪我一起选衣服。。哈哈。。



到了六点多，我妹就来了。然后就回家咯。。嘻嘻。。

变了吗？

真的变了吗？

真的吗？

为什么会这样呢？

为什么？？