Falling Love?

OH no,im falling love? no pls...i don wan to start relationship so fast..I noe i falling love with u since the day u care for me..but pls,i feel like i don wan to start relationship now.

U r stay far away from me which is from JB,i know u wan to come here n find me,i appreciate so much ur love to me..but i don think this is the good time yet..i miss u so much babe..this is how we call each other altot we not in a relationship..complicated mood..sighsss..i need to know more bout u first k my dear? pls understand my situation ya..if this is fate for u,means u will get it whenever u want..just wait k?

at this moment

i don't know how to express my feeling at this moment. Cry alone with someone to consult me while my mind is thinking other guy. Is u made me like this,i'm hurt when u told me all that stupid idiot thing F*****!!! *sorry,i really really angry* extra? useless? this kind of word can come out from your mouth! i totally feel disappointed on u! i'm thinking whether should i continue this kind of stuff or just stop immediately? i'm waiting someone to consult me.

all the bad things happened to me in one time. first,my besties cant continue his study anymore due some condition. seriously i will miss him like hell. i have a feeling like wan to cry out,the more and more he told me last night,i cry at the end. the tears drop automatically. hope u can go other coll and continue ur education. miss u best fren!

i love my another ****..gives me lots of fun with no trouble unlike someone who i trust so much..i miss **** when i get hurt due he is the one can consult me very well. feel like wan to find **** now and hug tightly as i can. im sad at this moment. no one can share my feeling except ****.

feel like wan to end up but i noe both of us will get hurt. i rather get hurt and i don wan continue get hurt n hurt from u. i will remember EXTRA AND USELESS this two words that u said to me bastard!!!!

i will go travel to forget all bout this and starts with a new journey life..i believe i can do it..i will focus more on study rather focus on him..everythings will be end with full stop thr.

new semester

result release but my feeling is not happy due my closet frens failed in final and she and he cant continue study..appeal is oni 1 of the one million percent oni can success..wat happen if u guyz really leave me..i don dare to imagine and think of it..

i miss the time we study together..

i miss the time we do presentation together..

i miss the time we do assignment together..

i miss the time we hang out together..

i miss the time we take meal,shopping,watch movie together..

and now,all become memomries..im gonna miss u guyz like hell..u guyz is always the best altot failed in exam..but u guy already try ur very best to do it..

in new semester,i got to sit alone,got to know new frens,and co-operate with them..hope they friendly as u guyz also..hehe..well,new semester's subject is quite tough for everyone i guess..especially drama,this subject drive me crazy and boring like hell..the most boring subject is the most difficult one..its true..

i got to off now..assignment is like mountain and due date is in the corner..RUSH RUSH RUSH!!!! *sighs*

feeling at this moment

today 1 of october..

my result release today and i still not really satisfied with my result although others say my result is good. congratz to those who pass their result and feel sad for those who failed..i noe we might cannot meet up d..with the fail grade is not allow to further study,wat i hope is i seriously nid to pray hard for u guyz to appeal successful within this few weeks..i really don wan leave u guyz..we been study for one n the half year n now hv to say goodbye..the feeling is not happy..im sad altot i get good result..frens,lets pray hard together k..

holiday almost end,and i sendiri cuti for extra one week..lol,lazy to go bek kl..kl no aircond,no comfortable bed,n lots ar..but wat to do,college is far away from hse..nid to study hard from now on to achieve my goals..i wan to get straight As for my exam..this will be my goals..keep it up shyan..

i just finish count the fees to buy reference book..wow,its expensive..spent me bout 500 plus oni for reference book..cannot photocopy due lecturer wil catch us n also the government staff..babi betul..not everyone rich like u,some of them cant afford to but so expensive reference book u noe?! i got to buy the reference book asap..scare out of stock..new sem is money money money..mid is assignment assignment assignment,end of sem is exam exam exam..result result result..lol..

trip to bali is near,hopefully thr is no crash with my mid term exam n submission of assignment..pray hard..

feel great to having trip with DEAR family's member..having lots of fun during the trip..with no pressure,no hate,no arguing..everyone is PEACE..yea,keep it up DEAR members..

start to packing stuff tat nid to brings back to college soon..bye frens

thinking

its been long time nvr visit my blog and update d..im lazy to type and act i was bz with my assignment,exam and the st john charity run program.

from may till now,lots of things happen on me but not so serious. one of the stuff is im in a relationship and i dono whether my decision is right or wrong. i've been promised myself tat i won step into relationship during study but now...I AM IN RELATIONSHIP pulak..aikss..

charity ends up smoothly and thx to all the committee and those who participated..every event must hv their quarreling,arguing and so on..lucliky after quarreling and there wil be a happy ending among us..no hate between each other coz we r one family..*thumbs up*

and now,im revision for my final which is falls on 25.8.2010..the most difficult subject fall on tat day too..bad dream..>< m sad due cant celebrate bdae with frens on my real day on 26.8.2010 due exam is on the next day..aiks..hope my wishes wil comes true la..hehe..

thx sista for the bag and elder sis for the trip to bali as my bdae present..hehe..im waiting next year to MACAU..

well,i shud off now..prepare and bek to kl and focus study..gambateh shiang yun..

Holiday

its holiday finally...exam over..no nid to see my fren..haha..wish so much to holiday and now my dreams come true..huhu..have to planning how to spent my holiday..feel like go to travel...well,just planning..

after holiday for one day,i start worry bout my result..hopelly will pass all the paper..pls..plss..plsss...i tried to recall back and asked myself is thr any point tat i miss it?? omg,i keep thinking altot the exam is over..shit..pray for mr pls..i wan pass all the paper..pls..

im thinking wat to give bdae present for my grandpa..his bdae is almost near and same with my cousin sis..present also a stuff tat give us trouble..ish...

its been long time nvr out with second family..stil the same..funny and a group togehter tat without pressure..relaxing..i laugh til almost vomit out..lol

im waitin for the time past..i wan to wait til 11 then prepare my stuff and go for meeting..lol..don ask me y i wake up early in the morning..

pens off

attitude

is this the way u talk to me??

is this ur attitude??

U MAKES ME UPSET,CRYING..

bullshit!!!!!!!

wondering..

i wondering on something that important for me..

i wondering if i lose the thing,wat wil i be...

i wil settle all the things after my exam on tuesday..hope everythings ok and smoothly..

i HOPE there is no ppl block me as well..

i hope our relatinship wil be long until the rest of our life and without any quarreling,arguing..

pens off..got to concentrate on my last paper..<3

sorry...

is me....make u quarrel wit her...

is me....make u cant take ur phone...

is me....make u cant live smoothly...

im sorry sorry and sorry..im cried is because im care bout u and im not meant to let the situation like tis..i shud not express my feeling at tat time..i shud not..i noe she is full of jealous mayb tat u stil contact wit me but i cant expect she took ur fon and don wan to give u bek..im sorry,sorry..really...

once u cal me,my tears automatically drop down..i dono y..but its automatically drop down...i think is my fault to make u like tis..

im sorry again...

first time...

i went to celebrated yean tatt,su mon,khai loon's bdae at Sunway yesterday..quite happy coz its been long time never meet them they is stil the same..attitude,and so so..climax time is here..my good brother(only my close fren noe who is my bro) took one big plate and tooks ice cream for me..oh gosh,im totally blank bcoz of tis is the first time i use so damn big plate to eat ice cream..lol..neway,thx brother..

blowing candle session,they bought three cakes,one is for playing and the candle got around 60++..lol..try to imagine got 60 candles in a cake..besides that,they spray the cream on the top of the cake..oh no,its so disgusting when i saw tat..gosh..3 of the bdae guy's face full of creamy cake..wakaka..once a year one time,nevermind la hor?? hehe..and thr is one siao po keep laughing thr..the siao po is SABRINA..lol..she keep laugh all the time when they got the creamy face..the most shock me is the bill..its cost RM560++ for steamboat..wow...

after tat,when to clubbin at EURO Star,tis is the first i went to clubbin..its full of excited but with some feel of scare..u noe la..first time ma..drink chivas+cocacola..i taste it for the first time,i feel like wan to vomit..lol..not used to drink those wine o even beer..don say chivas of coz..after tat,pull me to dance floor and dancing,omg,the feeling at tat time is so gan jiong..a lots of ppl dancing,u push me and i push u..gosh..feel dizzy..luckily my hounour partner SABRINA acc me all the time..thx for yean tatt to lending yea..hehe..and thx bro coz protected me all the time..oh ya,its cost RM900 to clubbin..lol..big amount.><

after tat,went to mamak yum cha to reduce the drunk symptoms..hehe..yum cha til around 5 somethin,bro fetch me,sabrina and yean tatt bek home..awwh,i miss the time when we together...thx thx thx..

and now,i shud keep the mood and concentrate on my final d..after final,sabrina,lets rock and roll..huhu

April fool

wat a april fool day for me..gosh..cheated by my fren for continuously..hmm..i think im noob..lol..don laugh me while u reading my blog..=="

hmm,nothing much i can say,busy wit my assignment and final exam is around the corner..Electronic Media is the most difficult subject for this sem..hopefully thr is no bad result for me..hmm..i nid to be more concentrate on such sub..u can shiang yun..

sometimes i feel the life is hard,but thr is another code for me and my fren..WHY MAKE LIFE SO HARD is the code..yea,y make life so hard?? take it easy my frens..

wow,its been long time din contact wit my primary skul's fren..how good is he..omg..he stil remember me as well..awhh,thx kelvin for remember me..u change a lot..hmm,hope can come out with primary skul's fren one day..wanted to see how the change the look..><

pen off..bye

its so meaningful

给亲爱的你，

谢谢你曾经陪伴着我..~

谢谢你做我的朋友..^^

谢谢你让我的回忆更美满..

希望我们以后还能继续联络哦..

记得永远都不要忘记我哦....

以前，我们曾经一起吵架过..

以前，我们曾经一起闹纠纷过...

以前，我们曾经一起笑过...

以前，我们曾经一起分享过..

以前，我们曾经一起游戏过..

以前，我们曾经一起嬉戏过..

以前，我们曾经一起读书过..

以前，我们曾经一起活动过..

以前，我们曾经一起发神经过..

以前，我们曾经一起用餐过..

以前，我们曾经一起忙碌过...

以前，我们曾经互相挺立对方过..

以前，我们曾经互相包容过..许许多多的以前，许许多多的回忆..

这些回忆让我们的童年添加了色彩..让我们都经过快乐，悲伤，忧虑，害怕...

期盼着要到的将来，等待着要到的未来..

大家的友情，永远都没有句号，

大家的友情，永远都没有污点..

把每一份真诚的友谊，都藏在心中.. ...

你是我最好的朋友，我希望你知道这个是真的..

无论发生什么事，我都会站在你这里;

当你需要我的时候，我一定会出现,给你援手，助你一臂..

有需要的时候尽管来找我..

不因为为什么,只因为我们是朋友..

不希望你忘掉我..不希望你憎恨我..

只希望你记住我~一定要记住哦！

希望我们友谊万岁~有缘的话，咱们一定会再相遇..

相信我！我们一定会再相遇的~

my result..

200909 Main AELE0253 LISTENING AND SPEAKING B+
200909 Main AEMS1012 BAHASA MALAYSIA B
200909 Main AHCC1033 PRESENTATION TECHNIQUES FOR MASS COMMUNICATION B
200909 Main AHCC1043 BASIC SOFTWARE USAGE IN COMMUNICATION B+
200909 Main AHCC1063 FUNDAMENTAL PRACTICE & CONVENTIONS IN COMMUNICATION C+
200909 Main AHCC1123 UNDERSTANDING PUBLIC RELATIONS B+


tats all..

Randomly

its been long time din update my blog d..dono which part i shud write my blog here..hmm..let me think think first..

FIRST..
sem 3 is started last week,i have only 3 subject to take due to third sem is short sem but the suck timetable make me angry..only 3 subject but i study from monday to saturday..shit..stupid admin..advertising is bit difficult even electronic media also..gosh..exam result goin to release on this thursday which is same day SPM result..hmm,hopefully wat i done b4 wil not dissapoint me la..pls buddha..

SECOND..
2days 1 night to malacca..thr have many things happened when we on the way to malacca..quarellin wit one ego frens..i seriously hate him(MR YW) so much..seems like we need to listen to him even the driver also..YW ask us wake up at 5am to seaside and loom for sunrise..gosh..driver is our fren..he scoldin YW also..crazy..seriously lo..whr got ppl go malacca look for sunrise de? i noe got some la,but we r not interestin ma..sommore we are tired but YW never care bout us..at the end,we decide to go to A'Famosa..luckily we never listen to YW..if not,no place to go after go see sunrise..

THIRD..
received such surprise news from my housemate..MS KM goin to weddin bcoz of she pregnant accidently..lol..she is just 19 years old..she is a nice person,open minded..hmm..altot everythin comes sudd,but MS KM,we wil always support u..no matter wat decision u do,we wil support u..hope u stay happiness wit ur hubby til the rest of ur life..

FOURTH..
i cant mention the name here..coz one of my fren wil see my blog..its bout assignment stuff..seriously i really not satisfied to same group wit u guyz..u guyz never do things..once face prob,"shiang yun ar,wat we call this har?? how to do this har??" im super angry la..i ady label wat to paste on it,everythin is done for u guyz..but stil keep askin..fuck off la..im not meant to angry wit u guyz..but i really cant tahan of ur behavior..sem 1 i tahan,sem 2 i tahan,but sem 3 ady,y ur beavior stil the same? never change..when lecturer is expalning the meanin,tolonglah listen,don while lecturer explain,u keepin ask me..how i noe wat lecturer had explain b4?? everythin have to wait til the deadline reach oni u guyz wan to start to do n start ask how har how har?? shit la..

FIFTH..
I wan go for holiday at bali n taiwan soon..hehe..lookin forward the day comin..bought a lot of things tis few weeks..bag,wallet..i think im wasted my dad's money..hehe..sorry dad..i wil gv u money when im graduate n come out workin..hehe..thanks someone who always keepin gimme money..i love u lots..muacks

Sem Break

well,finally i break d..i finish exam..hehe..so nice..shout after came out from college hall..oh god,hopefully i can get my result wit flying colours yea..bo bi bo bi..

now,i wan go shopping shopping shopping..hehe..buy new clothes..huhu..i spent around 1k for my cny stuff..gosh..im over d..my dad,my sis,my grandpa,grandma all gv me money at the same time..then i spent til very song..keep buy buy buy..hehe

neway,plan to go to travel soon..hehe..wil be update my blog soon..wana go SHOPPING..haha

my second paper

well,i noe i should not online and typing blog here,due i having final exam..but i got to do so..coz i wan to express my feel in here...

first,i try all my best to memorize all the notes n never sleep for the whole day and today went to exam with nervous heart..once i open the question paper,i almost cry out,coz i never ever expect tat the question wil come out in essay part and it stand for 25 marks..i wan to cry out not i got memorize the notes but is i never go and touch and have a look..i cant do the ques n just can get 2/25 marks with my expectation..coz i just wrote 2point in tat ques..

fine,i go another essay ques..i write wat i should write and also same with the other ques..when i reach home,i check again my answer with the notes...i realize i wrong two point due to i mix the definition n lost the mark..oh my god..i was totally no mood for the whole day and keep thinking back...shit..

i really scare i fail in this sub..this sub is the most difficult sub in my final..and now,i wil start do my final revision for my last paper on sat...now is 4.30am and i stil awake to memorizing...oh my gosh..my eye is totally black n my frens get shock when he look at me and ask :" r u ok?? ur face is pale.." hmm..wat to do..study life makes me like tis..

ok,i got to continue my study now...

worry for recently

first of all..sorry for not updating my blog for a long time ago..especially jia jun..paisei..wat i can say is i dono wat to say n dono which i should start first..

first,sorry to all my fren tat u guyz get trick from me recently..i not meant to lies u guyz but i force to do so..who asked the bdae guy always ffk..but tis was the truth i wan to tel u guyz..i wl go to oversea in someday also..at tat time,don say i lie k..hehe..oh ya,celebrated bdae with soon hong..i got to lie him tat i wil go to UK for study n asked him to come my farewell party which my 2nd family organize..manatau he believe n he attend..hehe..wat a good trick from all of us..he got his ULTRAMAN cake,XL T-BACK,HUSH PUPPIES UNDERWEAR AND TOYS OF ULTRAMAN..haha..funny looked at his expression tat day..hehe..

second,received a bad news from my frens..rachel had been verified of BLOOD CANCER..oh my godness..how come u got such virus inside ur body?? its so unfair..but,we cant set all the things..all the stuff is set up by the god o even fate..no matter good o bad..wat i can say is CHEERS MY FRENS..U CAN FIGHT WITH THE VIRUS TIL END OF UR LIFE..my mom can fight wit the virus for ten years,she life wit full of joyful n don make ur self down..the most important is u must think positive n not negative..altot the therapy is pain n u hv to do repeat n repeated,but believe u can then u can..GAMBATEH RACHEL...

third,my exam..my exam is near but i got no mood to memorize all the key point..my mind keep appear the rubbish stuff n dono wat the hell i think..i shud concentrate now..I MUST CONCENTRATE NOW!! TAN SHIANG YUN!!! COME BACK TO UR POSITION NOW!!! exam is on tues,thurs,n sat...pls..can u get As in ur exam..ur sis is give WARNING to u..pls..i noe u wan me to get As in exam..but i promise i wil get As in exam k?? pls n beg u don give me pressure..i got much pressure d..pls...

fourth,my housemate is coz of somethin n makes situation weird..everyone looks down n wat should i do? let the stuff go or i should stand middle n settle for them?? wat can i do now?? the situation looks like more stranger n dono wat to say..a guy who full with kind heart,he keep all his worry n go out from house n sit alone til he tel me he don wan come bek to house d..wat the hell he tel me like tis??i feel like i wan go to find him n borrow hi my shoulder to cry out..but whr to find him?? he msg me n told me he not suit to stay wit us again..wat should i say?? i asked him to come bek n share wit me..luckily finally he come bek n he gonna tel me the prob..i hope tis case wil end up as soon as possible..PLS GOD..HELP ME..

fifth..thx dear for lend me ur time to me when i face prob..i noe u tired n u not free,but u stil ask me to share wit u..i really appreciate so much..thx for borrow ur shoulder n ur big hug..miss tat moment..>< thx for bring me out to release my stress when my exam is around the corner..i really happy when we together..hope everyday also can like tat but i noe its impossible..hehe..just do some dream la..mayb one day is like tat leh? who knows..hehe...thx again my dear..hugss for u..

alrite..end of my report..

appreciate wat u have now..don til lost it then oni appreciate o regret..at tat time,u wan to say thanks o even a things u haven done also cant make it..we are set by fate n god..we dono our future as well..pls APPRECIATE...